Another one
Yes
Sick of Losing Soulmates
What a strange being you are. God knows where I would be if you hadn't found me sitting all alone in the dark.
Watch how a cold, broken teen will desperately lean on a superglued human of proof. What the hell would I be without you? Brave face. Talk so lightly, hide the truth. Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin? I can finally see you're as fucked up as me, so how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates- Won't be alone, again.
We will grow old as friends. I've promised that before, so what's one more in our grey haired circle waiting until the end? Time and hearts will wear us thin.
Dear Happy
I missed you dearly. I thought I was nearly there forever, at last, together. Is our time fleeting? Is even meeting a healthy idea? Or am I getting too near? Don't try to fight it, you're here for the night and I'll be waiting for you until we meet again. I know it's scary, but don't be wary. If we don't have that long let's not waste it feeling wrong. This isn't the end I'm your lifelong friend, sure it's been a while but I'll be here when you smile. Would you mind staying? It's getting late, but I will visit you soon, so just try to get through.
6/10
I feel like a 6/10. I've gotta be up early tomorrow again. What goes on behind the words? Is there pity for the plain girl? Can you see the panic inside? I'm making you uneasy, aren't I?
I know that you don't want me here.
Oh I'll just call a taxi.
I've gotta be up early tomorrow again.
Human
Paint me in trust, I'll be your best friend. Call me the one, this night just can't end. Will you share your soul with me? Unzip your skin and let me have a see.
Oh I'm so human. We're just human.
Lean for me and I'll fall back. You'll fit so nicely. You'll keep me in tact. I want to give you your grin, so tell me you can't bare a room that I'm not in.
Intertwined
Oh you, and I, safe from the world. Though the world will try. Oh, I'm afraid of the things in my brain, but we can stay here and laugh away the fear. Numb. Fine. You create a rarity of my genuine smile so breathe. Breathe with me. Can you drink all my thoughts? Cause I can't stand them. Intertwined. Free. I've pinned each and every hope on you. I hope that you don't bleed with me.
When
I think I've been telling lies, cause I've never been in love. Everyone falls for the sunshine disguise, distracted by who they're thinking of. I'd rather date an idea- something I'll never find. Sure, I live in the moment, but I'm never happy here, I'm surrounded by greener looking time. Am I the only one wishing life away?
Memories painted with much brighter ink.
I'll take what I can get. I'm too damp for a spark.
I'm sick of faking diary entries. Got to get it through my head, I'll never be 16 (6) again. I'm waiting to live, and I'm waiting to love. Oh it'll be over, and I'll still be asking when.
