Trigger warning for me talking about my best friend ditching me for her boyfriend
So much that my eyes get wet and my brain starts thinking about how much I'd love to hug you and hold your hand and laugh with you until our stomachs hurt so bad we feel sick. I miss how I would kiss you on the cheek and call you my wife and I'd pretend to propose to you. But clearly, you dick head of a boyfriend who hates me so fucking much means more to you than someone you've known and been best friends with since you were seven. Clearly all that was nothing more than a pass time for you. I had to unfollow you on social media becuase I couldn't handle seeing you. Whenever I do, my eyes well up with water (shut up) and my heart beats a little faster. You say it upset you when I talked down on him, but considering the amount he said about me, you never said a word back to him as far as I'm concerned. You are someone I trusted so fucking much, you were one of the only people I felt I could talk to about when I was feeling bad. So what do I do now? What the FUCK am I expected to do. Write it all on a fucking wattpad post. Becuase, this is the only escape I have. I thought we would be friends for all our lives. You hurt me really, fucking bad. Maybe I'm being dramatic, but I feel it, I feel it so much it's unbearable. Where did you go? Will you ever come back?
