Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 14

Another Picture Of Our Little Kobe-Kins! 

*JAMES POV*

Sitting at the table with all my friends while they are enjoying the breakfast Grant and I prepared, I can't help but notice that he hasn't said anything.

I can see the gears in his head turning from that perplexed look on his face. 

Damn, maybe it's my fault he isn't talking. But what did he expect!? I have a girlfriend and she's my best friend! How would I explain to her that I let him suck me off last night (early morning) and I fucking loved it. Oh god, I loved it so much. 

Just thinking about Grant has my member flinching so I turn my head to Maya and kiss her. 

"Hey baby, do you want to come over to my house later. We can finally do the.... thing." I whisper into her ear. She looks over at e with questioning eyes. 

"Nah, can't babe. I'm hanging with Julia until her parent get back." She says then continues to eat her food. 

I shrug, not really caring. The only person my mind is worried about right now is Grant.

After everyone is finished eating, I see Grant haul ass into the living room. I guess he's ready to get out of this house, especially after last night. 

I sigh and goes into the living room and plop down on the chair. God, this weekend has been chaos. We got so drunk that it's probably throw up in her pool, We were all ass naked, and I kissed Grant... twice. 

I closed my eyes wishing to go to sleep since I was up all night when a hand gently touched me on my stomach. I look up and see Maya sitting next to me. 

"Hey James, I need to ask you... are you okay?" She says, looking at e with those big green eyes of hers. 

"Yeah I'm fine", I say sitting up, "What made you ask?" 

"Well... I noticed some things", She says chewing on her bottom lip. She only does that when she's nervous.

"Spit it out Maya."

"Are you still straight James? I saw the way you've been looking at that guy.. what's his name.. Kace? And you're always smirking at him." She looks away, obviously embarrassed. 

"Yes, Maya. I'm still straight. And Kace? He's a funny guy. Why wouldn't I smirk when he talks." I say giving her my fakest smile. 

"Okay James. But you know... if you are, we are still going to be the best of friends. Friendship first right?" She says giving me her prize-winning smile. 

 "Of course, Maya. You've been my best friend for years. Nothing or no one can come between us." I say, hugging her close to me. 

We lay there for a while when I notice Grant walking up to the door and waiting there. I guess he hates me now. I literally threw myself at him and now I'm sitting here cuddling up with my girlfriend? I'm the worst type of jerk there is. But there's nothing I can do about it. 

Kace eventually shows up and they both leave without another word. I watch the door for a minute, my mind running. 

I get off the chair and run into the bathroom.

I can feel hot tears running down my face and i don't even know why. Why am I crying over A guy I barely even know? Yeah, we kissed and... other things, but so what!? I don't even like him, he's barely a friend!

I mentally scream at myself and sigh. Who the fuck am I kidding? I'm head over heels for that special blue-eyed boy. 

So yeah... I'm as gay as they come. 

I look into the mirror at my puffy eyes and smile. I'm gay.. I'm so fucking gay!