Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 33

*Grant's POV* 

I woke up and got out of bed like I usually do. I stretched like I usually do. 

I brush my teeth like I usually do. I get dressed like I usually do. 

But what I don't do like I usually do is think about James. 

If I think about James then I'll come crumbling down. 

He hasn't called me, he hasn't texted me. I mean, the look on his face when he saw me walk away from him was bad. But, I didn't think it would make him this angry. 

I just miss him.

Especially since I left Kyle alone at the water. I had no intentions of staying and cuddling with him after I screwed him. 

I walked away hoping to still find James at the beach with our friends. But no one could find him. 

*Flashback to yesterday*

"Have you seen James?", I say breathlessly to Kace who's watching Kobe play with a kite. 

"Nah, I thought he was with you. After that little fucking tornado that happened over there, I haven't seen anyone except Kobe.", He responds. 

I sigh and walk away. I've already asked everyone else but no one knows. I guess he's just hiding somewhere and needs time to himself. 

I decide to lay down and enjoy the sun while it's still up.

"Hey buddy, get up. Everyone's ready to leave.", Kace says poking my forehead. 

I swat his hand away and sit up slowly, "James?", I ask him still looking around. 

"Hm, now that you mention it, I still haven't seen him. Maybe we should tell the others.", He says and I nod my head jumping up. 

"Hey have you seen James?", Maya says as we approach the group. 

"Nope, gonna ask you the same thing.", I respond picking up my things from the sand. 

"Well shit, we need to find him.", Julia says grabbing a bag and walking away.

"Yeah okay, I'm coming.", I said walking after her. 

We searched the beach for hours until someone said he might actually be home. 

"Well look at that. Dylan finally had a good idea.", Julia says pinching his cheek.

"Yeah whatever, you love me anyways". 

We all hold our breath walking into James' house and didn't let it go until we saw his cute little blonde head laying on the couch. 

I quickly walked over and sat next to him running my fingers through his hair. 

I almost started crying when I felt a hand on my shoulder. 

I turned around and saw Kace looking at me, "What bro?", I asked. 

"I don't think you should be here when he wakes up. The rest of us were gonna stay over here tonight to make sure he's good in the A.M. I'm being forced to stay though bro so don't look at me that way."

I must have been giving him a face because he laughed and walked away. But I guess he's right, I mean I did go after Kyle instead of him. I should give him his space. 

I sigh and tell everyone good bye before heading out of the door. 

RING RING RING

I'm pulled out of my thoughts by my phone and instantly picks it up. 

KACEINYOFACE: Yo bro, party at James. I'll pick u up on da day. 

A party? When did James decide to have a party? I send him a quick text back and put my phone back down. 

He must be feeling better already. I knew he couldn't be mad at me for long. He knows how I can be when it comes to others' feelings. 

Well, at least he can't be mad at what he knows. 

A ball of guilt sits in my stomach when I think about how I fucked Kyle yesterday. 

But that was yesterday, and it will never happen again.