Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 30

*Grant's POV*

When we arrive to the beach, everyone is already there and has set up our spot. Dylan and Kobe are already eating sandwiches. Julia and Kace are trying to make a sand castle and Maya is talking to Kyle about something.

Wait. Kyle? What the fuck is he doing here?

I cover my eyes with my hand from the sun and squint so I could make sure it was him.

I stop in my tracks and pull James to a stop.

"What is Kyle doing here?", I ask since I didn't invite him.

"Well... you know that he's friends with Maya more than anyone so she probably invited him. AND you got a lot of explaining to do since you didn't invite home yourself.", he responds and walks away towards the group.

I stand there, mouth agape. Does he want me to break up with Kyle today? That's crazy! I mean, it has to be somewhere private and just the two of us so we don't have a whole audience.

I watch James meet up with everyone; he hugs and laughs with each one of them and I cant believe I'm seeing him this happy.

He hasn't been this way in a really long time.

I hope nothing screws it up.

I shake out of my thoughts and run towards the group.

"Granty-boy!", Kace says when I run over, "how was your weekend?". He raises his eyebrows with a smirk on his face making me roll my eyes.

"It was really great.", I respond. I can feel the hotness rising on my cheeks.

"Yeahhh, I bet it was great".

I look over and see Kobe smiling wildly at James who looks like someone just stole his fucking ice cream.

"Okay enough guys."

I don't want Kyle to have any ideas. He already thought that I wanted James before when I said James instead of Kyle during sex.

I had to lie to him then and I don't want to do it now.

I look over and see Kyle side-eyeing me while talking to Maya.

Shit.

I walk over to him and pull him into a hug. Not too tight though.

"Hey baby, I missed you.", he says, pulling me closer.

I sigh and hold him, "Yeah, me too. Sorry I didn't invite you, it just slipped my mind." Yeah totally slipped my mind.

"It's okay.", he responds letting me go and walking away.

I run my hand threw my hair and turn to leave... only to see a death glare from James. Fuck.

I decide to not even go over there and just lay on the sand and close my eyes. I'm tired of trying to pick and choose who to hurt. I just want to be left alone right now so I can enjoy the beach.

I sigh, closing my eyes.

All I see is James's face. It can never seem to leave me alone. I decide not to try to make it go away but let it cloud my mind. Soon, I'm drifting off to sleep.