Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 52

*James POV*

I watch our friends play spin the bottle while I'm laying across Grant's lap. Did I say I was watching our friends? I meant Grant. I'm definitely watching Grant.

The way his smile scrunches up the side of his mouth and his god given teeth. The way his eyes seem to brighten up every time something exciting happens. Everything about him drives me crazy.

When he walked into my house with a look of urgency, I thought I was about to get my ass beat again to be completely honest. I was ready to plead for his forgiveness once again until he pulled me in for a make out session. We forgot about the world in that moment. I knew it was only us two and everything seemed perfect.

Until Micah walked into the kitchen.

Seeing Micah, Grant quickly let me go and approached him. I tried to grab him and pull him away but he wasn't having it. But, instead beating the shit out of him, he pulled him into a hug and thanked him. Which still is confusing the living shit out of me.

I still need them to have a real conversation and understand that Micah is literally apart of our friend group now. After seeing that, I doubt it will be a huge issue.

"AHAHAHA You have to lick dog shit Julia!", Kace yells and points at Julia.

I quietly laugh and curl myself closer to Grant. We decided not to play, instead,  cuddle up on the sofa with each other.

I know we still have a lot to talk about but for right now, I want to enjoy this moment.

After about another hour of our friends getting completely wasted and doing the weirdest things I've seen, they all finally knock out.

Now it's time to talk.

I look at Grant who is already looking at me and I get off his lap.

"I know, I know", I say dreading what's going to come next. I just want us to forget about everything.

"James, I don't think I can get over the fact that you lost your virginity to someone other than me. Every time I look at you, all I can think about is Micah bending you over".

I cringe at his words, "I know Grant. You don't think I feel the same about Kyle?", I say, my words lined with venom.

"Well, you know he didn't too right"?

I laugh and punch him softly in the arm, "clearly".

He rubs his head and looks back at me. I can see in his eyes all the words he wants to say.

"Grant, I'm sorry. I was in a vulnerable state of mind and I wish I never did it. I love you, I'll do anything to make it up to you. I know you won't forget what I did, but hopefully you can forgive me.", I say looking into his beautiful eyes.

"I already have... just- I just hope you can forgive me for putting my hands on you. I should have never done that. I'm so sorry I hurt you James.", he says with tears lingering in his eyes. Then, he quickly wipes them away.

"I forgive you, I know you were angry and I deserved it".

"No you didn't! Don't say that James. Me putting my hands on you is something I never want to happen again... I- I went to see Kyle today".

I raise my eyebrows, "really now"?

"It's not like that", he continues, " I needed to know why he did it. After he told me I left and came straight here. I knew I had to get you back".

I smile, he wanted me back. After all of this, he still wants me as his.

"I'll always be yours Grant. No matter what".

He smiles at me then pulls me into his lap, "show me... show me that I'll always be what you want. Show me that I'm the only one that can give you what you need".

The sexiness in his words instantly arouses me.

I bite my lip and slide down his lap until my knees are on the floor.

Unzipping his pants, I look up for confirmation.

He's too busy biting his lip with his eyes closed to notice.

I pull his pants down to his ankles and his bulge pops out.

Damn this dude is packing.

I grab his shaft and slowly slide my hand up and down.

I start at the tip, my tongue slowly making circles.

He moans in anticipation and I don't hold back anymore.

I take him into my mouth, slowly until his balls are at my chin.

Then, I pull him back out, this time faster. I keep going, playing with his balls.

He grips my hair and makes my head bob. He's looking at me now, eyes full of lust.

"James, I want you now".

I stop and quickly climb on top of his lap, kissing him roughly.

He snatches my pants down and grabs my shaft making me moan into his mouth. He's pumping me, kissing me.

I throw my head back, feeling the jolt of pleasure through my spine.

"Take me now Grant, please", I beg.

He shifts until his dick is right under me and I slowly lower myself.

Micah could never compare to you.

I move my hips, slowly. Moans escaping my mouth.

He grabs my hip, moving me faster, taking control.

"Fuck me Grant, fuck me".

I'm an instant, my face is on the couch and he's behind me. He pushes down on my back, making me arch.

He thrusts into me, harder and faster. Leaning down, he places kisses along my back.

I moan, louder. I don't care who hears as long as Grant can.

All of me is his and only his.

"Fuck James, I'm gonna cum".

I arch my back more, his grip tightens on my hips and grinds into me deeper.

I can feel is load filling me, and I cum myself.

"Fuck James.", he says after collapsing on top of my body.

"I told you, I'm yours", I say smiling.

"Forever?"

I turn around and wrap my arms around his neck, "Forever".

I can feel his dick starting to harden again and I bite my lip, "round 2?"

"Hell yeah".