Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 24

Our Grant Above.

Btw, Please excuse my random updating.

*GRANT'S POV*

I don't even wait till Kyle is out of the shower before I'm out the door. I pull my phone out of my pocket and call Maya while hopping in the car.

"Hello?", she picks up sounding nonchalant, letting me know that she had no idea.

"Maya! maya.. you need to get to the hospital," I say cranking the car and pulling out, "I think James was in a bad accident".

"Wait Grant, how the hell would you know that? Did you talk to James? When did he s-"

"Maya, we don't have time for questions! Just... just call everyone and get to the hospital!", I hang the phone up and head to the hospital, not caring about the speed limit.

*JAMES POV*

"Hey James, look at me!", I look up and see him playing on the swings.

I run over and grab him, hugging him close.

We're so young and happy. We're best friends.

"Get over here boy!", I hear a loud voice behind me making me let go and turn around.

The man grabs the boy and walks away, leaving me with an empty heart and a frown.

He took away my best friend.

I wake up and instantly begin to panic.

I can't move my body; my head.

My breathing become erratic.

Where am I?

People start to run into my room grabbing on my body.

I try to scream, but I can't speak, my throat feels like it's closing up.

I start to lose control of my arms as they go limp beside me.

I start to get tired again even though I just woke up.

The last thing I see is blackness before I'm out again.

*GRANT'S POV*

I run into the hospital looking for the help desk.

"I need to see James Morris", I say after running up to the desk.

"He isn't allow any visitors unless it's family, are you family?", the nurse asks me still looking at the computer screen.

"Y-yeah, I'm family.", I respond.

"Okay, follow me. But I want to warn you, he is hooked up to a lot of wires and does seem to be "out of it" whenever he's awake.", she says making it to the room.

She walks away leaving me standing at the door. I wonder if his parent know. I wonder if anyone noticed his white hair o the news like I did.

I walk into the room and look at James. He looks too pale and has bruises all over his face.

I sit next to his bed and hold his hand.

I haven't touched his skin, haven't looked at his face in so long. '

I kiss the back of his hand and lay my cheek against it.

Who did this to you James? Why does everything happen to you... why don't you let me protect you?

"Because... I don't deserve you to."

I comes out as barely a whisper and my head snaps up. I didn't realize I've been talking out loud.

"Omg, James. Are you okay? What.. happened?", I scoot closer to him, holding his hand.

"No Grant, you don't get to ask questions, I do. How the fuck did you know where I was?", He asks laying his head back and closing his eyes.

I laugh, "You're not going to believe this, but I saw your hair on the news when they had you on the stretcher. I came right over when I saw that beautiful head of yours".

He opens his eyes and looks at me, "You're impossible you know that?"

This makes me smile, " I just really really... love you james."

Yes, No matter what happens, no matter what I do, I will always love James. I can't just erase him form my mind with unwanted sex and play these games with Kyle. I need James.

"You don't love me Grant.", he says not looking at me again. This makes me angry, he doesn't have any idea what I want.

"James, shut up", he looks at me but I continue, " I've been in love with you from the moment I laid eyes on you that day. I feel like I've known you all my life. I can't let you go even if you begged me to".

He's still looking at me but this time there's tears in his eyes. I quickly stand up and wipe them away, leaning over his fragile body.

"I feel the same way, Grant.", he says through his sobs.

I don't care about anyone or anything when I lean down and kiss James. I kiss him like it was the last time I would ever see his face again, the last time I would ever touch his skin.

By the time I pull away, our lips are swollen and we're both panting.

"James, I will never leave you alone again." I grab his face and kiss his forehead.

"Grant, when I get out of here, we're gonna have a serious conversation.", he says then closes his eyes. He must still be tired; I did take all of his energy away just now.

I sigh, and lean back against the chair.

"Excuse me, we need to run seem test. Can you please leave the room?", a nurse came in with a machine and looked exhausted. I decide not to give her any trouble.

I grab my jacket and keys making sure to kiss James on the forehead before leaving.

I walk out into he waiting area to see Maya, Julia, Dylan, Kace, Kobe, and Kyle.

Wait.. why was Kyle here? How did he even know where I was?

I walked up to him and looked at him, "How did you know I was here?"

"You turned your location on remember?"

Oh yeah.

I look at him and know that I should tell him the truth. That I don't love him.

But I can't break his heart, I don't want him to feel that pain.

I grab him by the waist and pull him along with me to my friends.

When they see me, they all walk up with tears in their eyes.

"No one will tell us anything, did you see him Grant?", Kobe says walking up to me. Face following behind him.

"I don't know yet, Kobe, They're running tests.", I respond and pat him the shoulder. I look at Kace and nod my head, then continue to the rest of the crew.

"Omg, is he okay?", Maya says, running up to me. She has tears in her eyes and her nose is running.

I pull her into my arms and hug her, "He's going to be completely fine.", I says trying to make her feel better.

In all actuality, I don't know what's going on in there. All I know is that when he gets out, I'm going to do everything in my power to keep him safe.