Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 38

*Grant's POV*

I walk into James's house with my head down hoping he doesn't see me.

I quickly make my way over to the couch and sit down.

I look around and see that they did a great job decorating the place.

People are literally standing in line to come through the door, it's crazy.

I sigh and lay my head back on the couch trying to block out the hum of people.

"GRANTY BOY OVER HERE!", I sit up to see Kace motioning me over to him.

He looks like worried so I try to rush over.

"HEY EVERYONE!", I turn around to find the source of the screaming to see James standing there with his hands cupping his mouth to make his voice louder, "time for a game of truth and dare! If you want to play come to the basement! Oh... and it's gonna get dirty".

I watch him stand there and wink.

He fucking winked? What the fuck does his eye thinks it's doing? Like, I hope that was a twitch or something.

It better be a fucking twitch.

"Grant! Hey, bro I need to talk to you".

I look over to see Kace coming up behind me, "What's up man? But can you make it quick"?

"Yeah, I just wanted to ask you if you know what's going on with Kobe, he's been acting funny lately and not wanting to be around me."

"How would I know? Look, talk to ya man Kace. I gotta go", I responded rushing downstairs.

I didn't know there were gonna be so many people here willing to play this Truth or Dare.

I quickly position myself across from James so I could stare at him without making it obvious.

I watch this random spin the bottle and it lands on James. IT LANDS ON JAMES? How LUCKY CAN SHE BE SOMEONE PALEASE- okay sorry. back to reality Grant.

"Someone you DON'T know", she says looking at James.

Wait, what does he have to do? I watch him look around until his eyes seem to glow and scream out at someone.

"HEY YOU!", he screams before I see some fucking guy come out of the blue with his beautifulness and whatnot.

I instantly feel the heat rising in my body when I see them talking to each other; he's making James giggle.

That's my fucking job.

I watch them sit next to each other and wonder what is it they have to do.

What if they have to kiss? I swear to gawd I'm going to prison tonight... for not killing. (hehe)

I watch as the guy takes his shoes and socks off and I chuckle.

Ha. He has to suck toes. He hates toes.

I lean back a little with my arms crossed waiting for it to start.

Instead, I see james look me in the eyes and lick is front from heel to toe. Exactly like how he licked my shaft.

I instantly grow angry. Who the fuck does this guy think he's doing? Is he trying to steal Grant away from me?

Okay, calm down Grant. He probably
isn't even gay just going along with the game. Everything's totally fiiineee.

I watch him sit back down in his first spot to notice the guy sat next to him this time.

The James scoots closer to him.

I think I'm gonna lose my ducking mind in this room.

"Okay, Now it's my turn!" James yell and spins the bottle.
It lands on the person beside me but he's too in his phone to even notice.
"Grant! Truth or dare?" James practically screams at me.

"But the b-"
"ACHOO" I look over to see Julia actually fake sneezing. I roll my eyes and let it slide. 

"Dare", I say staring straight tat him. God, he's beautiful. I hope he dares me to kiss him. 

I watch him look around all afraid and I snicker to myself, "spit it out James". 

"I dare you to tell me what the fuck you were doing with Kyle at the beach".

I stare at him not knowing if this is real or not. He looks pretty fucking upset so this has to be real. 

I tell him the same thing I told him before, "What? Nothing... I was looking for him and then gave up when I couldn't find him".

"Okay, me and you both know-", He starts to say before Julia starts screaming about some fucking drinks. 

"-THAT YOU FUCKED KYLE ON THE FUCKING BEACH YOU PIECE OF SHIT!"

I stare at James while he's literally steaming in anger. 

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I feel like my world is crumbling on me and there's nothing I can do. He knows the truth. He knows that I've been lying to him this whole time.

"SAY SOMETHING!", he screaming at me but I can barely comprehend what he's saying. 

"I'm... I'm so sorry James". 

I finally look up form staring at my shaking hands to see him standing in front of me. I can see the pain in his eyes. The anger. 

He slaps me and walks away. 

I've been slapped before many times, but I've never felt this much pain afterwards. 

I sit here while everyone else starts to leave. I can feel the hot tears rolling down my face stinging the area where James's palm met my face. 

It hurts, oh god it hurts so bad. 

"Grant? Are you okay?", I look over to see Kace next to me with worry in his eyes.

"yeah, I'm okay. I deserved it anyway." I get up and start heading out of the house. 

I shouldn't be here anyway, James clearly hates me now. 

Shit, I hate myself. 

My hands are balled up on my sides to keep from crying in front of all our peers. 

I straighten my shoulders and look straight ahead. 

Be strong Grant, you can do this. You will not cry. 

I make it to the front yard without crying, only to see my James being touched by another guy. 

Then, I black out.