Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 50

*James POV*

I laid on the couch waiting for Micah to arrive. My face feels like hell and so does my heart.

I honestly have no idea why I want Micah to come over...

I just need someone. I need someone who doesn't know anything about me. I need to open up to someone that won't tell me anything about my past or how it can affect me. Someone who will listen without judgement.

He's that person right now.

The doorbell rings and I wipe the tears from my eyes.

Jumping up, I straighten my clothes and open the door; he's standing there with a fat grin on his face.

"Hey, cutie", he says making me blush.

I motion him to come in and we both head towards the living room.

Instantly, he grabs me and tries to sit me on his lap. I quickly pull away; that can't happen again.

"Look Micah we need to talk", I say staring in his beautiful eyes.

His eyes aren't as beautiful as Grant's.

He looks at me skeptically but shakes his head.

"Okay... so what we did the other night... will never happen again. I was in a vulnerable state and I didn't know what I was doing. I'm sorry that I led you on but this...", I point to both of us, "... isn't going anywhere. You know I'm still in love with Grant. I will never let him go", I finish and hold my breath.

"Okay.", he says and shrugs his shoulders.

"So we're still cool?", I ask.

"Yeah, sure. I mean, I knew you weren't gonna just forget about Grant after a one night stand. I just sorta went with it you know? I can't lie that I've developed feelings for you... but it's whatever. We cool fam.", he finishes with a grin and pulls me into a hug.

I wrap my arms around his shoulder and instantly the tears start to fall. He tries to pull me away to see my face but I grip his shoulders.

Just hold me.

We sit there for a while with him just holding me as I let out my sobs. I've told him everything through fat tears and all he did was say it's okay.

That's all I wanted.

After I finally stopped crying and gave Micah a clean shirt due to my snot and tears being all over his, we sat at the kitchen table and ate cold pizza from I don't know how many nights ago. Hey, pizza is pizza.

"So... have you talked to Grant since... you know.", he asks stuffing his face.

"Nope. I don't think either of us are ready for that. We definitely need some space apart."

He shakes his head and then continues, "Grant is kinda cute."

My head shoots up and he laughs/snorts.

"Yeah, If I could get into those lovely jeans of his I would. You got yaself a looker".

I roll my eyes and smirk. I do have myself one fineeeee piece of meat.

"You know I might know someone who would be interested in you getting into they're pants... two people in fact", I say with an evil grin. Julia and Dylan will have a field day with him.

"Okay?", he says raising his eyebrows.

He has no idea what he's just done.

I think he'd make a great sacrifice... because they are the devil... literally.

"You should meet my friends. They'll probably be skeptical of you at first because well.... we slept together but they'll warm up eventually."

He laughs but gets cut off when a knock is at my door.

I get up and run (like a little fucking fairy) and answer the door.

"WE HAVE ARRIVED NOW LET IS IN YOU PEASANT."

Well so much for meeting them later.

Every single one of my friends (Excluding Kace) are standing outside my house with pizza, soda and cookies.

Who told them I was sad?

I look at Maya with a stern face and she quickly looks away like she didn't see me.

I smile and move to the side letting them in.

This is going to be reallllllly fun.

"Hey Dylan... you see that boy sitting in the kitchen? He's all yours"

His face instantly turns into an evil grin, "JULIA WE HAVE A LITTLE FRIEND"!

I saw the look on Micah's face when he said that and I swear to god there was nothing that could have made me laugh harder.