Chapter 39

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*James POV*

"GRANT GET OFF OF HIM NOW! LEAVE HIM ALONE!", I'm screaming at the top of my lungs trying to pull Grant off of this guy. 

I mean what in the actual fuck does he think he's doing?

I grab his arm and try to snatch him off but its no use. He's way too strong and I need more help before this guy dies on my front lawn. 

"KACE GET OUT HERE AND HELP ME NOW!" I scream towards the house. He's the second biggest guy I know. 

I watch him come out the house with a confused look until he sees the situation and runs toward us. 

After about another 5 minutes we finally get Grant off of him. 

So, I tackle him straight to the ground. 

I punch him repeatedly, but he's not fighting back. 

"Hit back you piece of shit!", I scream in his face. 

"J-James, you know I'll Ne-never lay my hands on you!", he says through my blows. 

I immediately stop and collapse on the ground next to the guy... who's being checked out my Kace. 

"He'll be okay." He says and I nod. 

I turn back to Grant who's sitting on the ground staring at his bloody hands. 

"Why Grant? WHY?!" I scream at him, tears still running down my face, "What has gotten into you?"

"You James, You! I love you so much and it makes me crazy! And this fucking guy comes along and tries to take you away from me! I'm not going for that!", he says throwing his arms around. 

"What are you talking about!? First of all, I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANYMORE GRANT! YOU CHEATED ON ME REMEMBER!?"

"I'm Sorry James! God, can you just forgive me and forget about this guy!?"

"No Grant, I can't 'just forgive you'! You fucked Kyle on the beach and then lied to me about it for  how long? You hurt me Grant! In ways I never thought you would. Why did you do it Grant? Answer that question!" 

He doesn't, he just stares at me with a longing look. God, I just want to hug him and tell him everything is okay. 

"You know what Grant? Screw you. Go fuck whoever you want because it's not gonna be me anymore you piece of shit.", with that I walk away back into my home that's empty now. 

I dob't bother to look back and see if the boy is gone. I don't care who's gone. I just want to be left alone. 

I make sure to lock the door behind me and lay on the couch closing my eyes. 

I thought today would go differently. 

I didn't know that my heart would break completely. 



*Grant's POV*

"Grant, let's go.", I hear Kace talking to me but I don't want to move. I want to stay as close to James as I can and right now, this is it. 

"Grant! We have to go before this guy wakes up and tries to call the police on you!"

Oh yeah, I forgot I did that. I must have hurt him pretty mad for him to be knocked out. 

I sigh and get up, "Let's go then". 

My mind is still going over how I should have answered James's question. 

Why did I do it? I know exactly why. 

Because if I didn't, He would tell my dad that I was gay. 

Yeah, that's the same Kyle. 

He moved back here when James was in the hospital the first time. No one knew who he was because he moved away when we were all still kids. 

He moved away because my disgusting dad harassed his entire family until they did.

He caught us in the room together touching each others penises and didn't like it one bit. 

I knew what I was doing at the time and so did Kyle. We liked each other a lot and were best friends. We jut didn't know we were completely... gay. 

When he moved back, I was ecstatic to see him again and tell him all about James. 

That is, until he thought we were going to get back together and be as happy as ever again. 

Wrong. But I couldn't turn him down, he was one of my first best friends. 

That's why I had to screw him. Otherwise, he'd ruin my life. 

But right now, It seems like I did that all on my own.


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