Is He... Gay!? (boyxboy)

Chapter 19

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- Also! Sorry for the last few short chapters! I guess I'll make it up by posting more than one?" Idk.-

*GRANT'S POV*

I sit next to Kobe and Kace while they argue on who's wearing a tux to prom.

Yes, they're together now.

Dylan, Julia, Maya, and I were all accepting in their love for each other. I mean, why wouldn't we be? They're our best friends and wouldn't want anything but their happiness.

Well... I am kind of jealous. I'm so jealous even though I do have a boyfriend.

His name is Kyle and I'm "so in love" with him. Ugh. I swear I wish he would just go away already.

He's not James.

So I. Don't. Want. Him.

Kace has been telling me that I need to get over him; he left because he didn't want to be here. He didn't care about the people who cared about him.

I refuse to believe that. I refuse he would leave all of us for that reason. Even after... everything that has happened, he still wouldn't leave. Shit, even Jonah is still here and I've beaten his ass like 12 times. I swear I'll do it overtime I see his fucking face.

He's home-schooled now because I "bully" him. *Rolls eyes*

I look over at Maya and see that she's still the same. I mean, James leaving didn't have that much affect on her and I wonder why. Especially if that was our man.

Yes, our man.

"Babe, can we go to the movies after school today?", I'm snatched out of my thoughts when Kyle wants my attention.

"What? yeah, we can do whatever... AS LONG AS KACE AND KOBE COMES!" I yell and grin at Kace.

"Oh we'll come alright... we'll ALL BE CUMIN", Kobe says then starts to cackle. Fucking nasty, how does Kace deal with that.

I shake my head with a smile on my face. I love him regardless.

"Hey, If you guys are going to the movies, Dylan and I want to come too!" Julia says from my right.

"HEY. You thought all of ya'll was just gonna get up and go to the movies without me or something?", Maya says from my left.

I shrug, " I guess we are all going to the movies tonight."

Kyle smacks his teeth beside me making me roll my eyes. He always wants to be alone with me and the thought of even being with him in any emotional or physical way. I mean, of course we kiss and grind up on each other. but that? Oh no, not with him. Not happening.

After lunch, we all go our separate ways to class.

It's been a month since I last saw James. We shared this class together and not coming in and seeing his beautiful face in that desk really pisses me off.

Most of my classes are with Kyle now.

I sigh, as he sits next to me and pulls his desk closer to mine. Everyone knows that I'm gay now. Everyone knows that Kobe and Kace are gay too. No one had anything to say; good or bad. They really didn't care.

"Baaabbeee, do they have to come with us to the movies?" he says, whining in my ear.

"Yes, they're coming." I say making him fold his arms, "Plus, why don't you want them to come anyways? You're alway-"

"OMG Amanda just posted a picture with Jonah. Isn't he homeschooled or something now?"

I roll my eyes. I really cannot understand why I decided to date this guy. It's gonna be good for you they said. He'll help you they said.

I feel like I'm constantly regretting this.

"Okay class, now today we will be studying.... yada yada yada"

I put my head on the desk and since I sit in the back, he won't notice me.

I'm basically half almost kinda asleep when I feel Kyle run his hand down my leg.

I roll my eyes, AGAIN. I reach down and remove his hand from my leg and throws a glare his way. He sucks his teeth and scoots his chair away.

I feel a vibrate on my phone and see that it's from Julia.

'Can't wait for the movies! I was thinking... Let's have it at my house!'

I haven't been back to Julia's house since that night and I don't think I can handle going back.

Even after all this time. I shoot her a text back.

'Nah, Let's all just meet up at the movies around 7?'

'Sounds cool to me.'

I sigh and put my head down on my desk again.

"Grant. Please lift your head"

I can never be happy in this place.