Chapter 11

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As usual, I was the first one to woke up. I hadn't quite fell asleep last night because, Ashton wants Fleur on the bed with us. So Calum had to sleep downstairs at the living room. All by himself. Poor Calum.

I'm still quite confused why'd he kissed me last night on the beach. I wondered what's on his mind when he did that.

I quickly got up from the bed. But Ashton grabbed my wrist and pulled me down and made me fall beside him again.

"Ow Ash. What was that?" I said loud enough to hear him.

His eyes were still shut and his curly hair's falling down from his eyes. "Patootie, I think I love Fleur."

That words just banged me. It's like I've been shot in my head and blood is streaming everywhere. My jaw dropped and tears were start falling from my eyes.

"Patootie, I know this is crazy. But-" He uttered. Then he turn around at me, facing me his back and cheekily smiling at Fleur, who's sleeping on the other side of the bed. "But, look at her! She's so beautiful. How can't you not fall in love with someone as naturally beautiful like her?"

I don't know what to do. I don't wanna hear anything he's saying right now. My head is going dizzy.

My feelings is just so fucked up. My tears won't stop from falling so, I keep wiping it with my hands while Ashton's not looking.

"Hey, you there?" Ashton said, turning around at me but now facing me. "Hey... you crying."

I sniffed first then I said, "Um, no. Definitely not. I just feel bad for Fleur."

"And why is that?"

"Because, she doesn't even know you sweat too much especially in your arm pits." I teased. But, he still smell good when he's sweaty.

"Ohh..is that so?"

"Yeah.. yeah." I said, but then again my feelings are here again being bitch.

"Hey...that's for me now right?" He chuckled.

He wrapped his big arms over mine giving me a tight hug. My face buried on his chest. I'm so gonna miss this. If ever they're gonna be official sooner or later. For sure, everyday is flooding. With tears. With bloods.

"Patootie? do you love me?" Ashton asked. He always asks me this question, but it still so awkward for me until now.

"I love you so much, Ashton." I said, for the first time. I finally said it because I have a great feeling this would be the last and goodbye of my feelings for him because, this is too much. All I've been doing is too much.

Just back off your feelings, now babe. He's happy.

"Aw. You finally said it. I love you too very very much best friend patootie. And nothing can take away that. I love you." He said then kisses me on my forehead whilst his arms are on my back.

I took a deep breathe and got up saying, "Okay too much drama. You go cuddle with your Fleur now. I'll go downstairs and be productive."

"Be safe. I love you patootie."

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Calum's POV:

I hadn't slept that much all night. I kept thinking about her face when she looked at me last night on the water. That's the first time, I saw her completely focused on me.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps walking down the stairs. I slightly opened my eyes and saw it was Judith.

Judith.

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