The Trap Kings' Babydoll

3. No More Fear.

Its been a week. A whole 7 days since I ran away from Benito's apartment. And a week since I can not stop thinking about him. God what is wrong with me? Why couldn't I stop thinking about the guy who kidnapped me and threatened to kill me.

'Maybe because he gave you the hottest kiss of your entire life?' my conscience said back to me. I rolled my eyes, I need stop thinking about him.

"So any news with bunny man?" Jesse says, jumping onto my bed with a donut in hand.

"Jess stop asking, I have no contact what's so ever with my kidnapper!"

she groaned, laying back onto my bed. "Its totally not considered that Haz, he's so into you! I mean come on that kiss sounded like a hot one." She winked at me.

And that it was, it was probably the best kiss of my life but was I going to tell her that? No. She still thinks I don't even know his real name. I know she would hold that against me, and maybe even try to find him in some sort of way. That's definitely not what I want... I think.

"Helloooo, earth to Hazel." Jesse waved her hands at me, trying to get my attention.

"What?" I ask zoning back into our conversation. "What did you say?"

"I said, if something isn't going to happen with bunny man, then does that mean you're going on that date with Jax?" she said, finishing off her donut.

I let out a grunt, running my hair through my hair. Jax asked me out on Friday but I told him I would give him my answer Monday, which is tomorrow...

"I mean, you're going to say yes right? You've basically been in love with him since like forever Haz!" Her hands went up, trying to make a point. "You can't let this opportunity go, that boy is so damn fine, you wont get another chance like this if you say no."

"Of course I'm going to say yes, you've known how long I've been waiting for this."

"then why didn't you say yes on the spot?" she questioned.

"I think I just got nervous." I replied honestly. "I've been waiting so long for this that I couldn't believe it was actually happening."

I watched Jesse smile, getting up from my bed and waking towards me.

"Im so happy for you Haz, you're finally getting yourself laid." She said, hugging me.

I jokingly huff out, playfully slapping her.

"I am not getting laid jess, its our first date." I chuckled. "It is not going to happen that way."

"Fine, ugh you're no fun." She pouts. "I gotta go though, it's getting late and I know if I don't get home soon Lucas is going to freak."

We say our goodbyes, and before I know it I'm all alone.

It really sucks having to spend most of my time being home alone because of my mom's hectic schedule at the hospital but I'm also immensely proud of her for doing everything on her own, but ever since my dad left us when I was very little, my mom had to be the solemn money source for this family. I thank god though for giving me the mother I have, some people weren't as lucky as me. For example, Jesse, all she had was her brother, since her parents died in a tragic accident when she was 14 and her older brother Lucas was 18. Sense Luke was 18 and considered an adult, he was able to get custody of Jesse.

It was terrible having to see my best friend go through that, but it made her tough and since then she's learned to live life with no regrets, which is really something that I admired a lot from her.

I stopped thinking about sad stuff, putting all of my school work in my bag and getting ready for bed.

I quickly took off my makeup, washing my face, and changing into a long t-shirt with some spandex short-shorts. Grabbing my phone from my vanity table, closing my room door and locking it, I climbed into bed. It was still too early to fall asleep so I turned on my TV and looked for something good to watch. I scrolled around for a good 5 minutes before settling on Sons of Anarchy.