The Trap Kings' Babydoll

5. Nonchalant pt. 2

Since I had a lot of time on my hands, I decided to do my makeup just to kill some time. Once that was done I put on my clothes, and slipped on my high top black vans. Before I left the room I got my jean jacket, my phone and headed downstairs and out the door to work.

It was weird that my mom wasn't home the hospital yet but at the same time it was a good thing that she didn't see Benito was here or that would've turned ugly really quick.

And just like that he was back in my thoughts.

Benito...

I don't know when he crawled into my skin and made home in my mind, it irritated me to my very core but it also made me feel warm inside. He made me feel so many emotions that I've never felt for anyone before. Maybe I didn't like him... maybe I just like the idea of something different? My life has been more chaotic since he's been in it. But was the correct word chaotic or was it dangerous...

Stepping into the book store, I say hello to Mrs. Jenkins and leave all my belongings in the little room she has in the back. As I help her put all the books customers left in the wrong aisles back in their place, she tells me about Mr. Jenkins getting better and how she won't be opening the store on the weekend because she wants to be with him as much as she possibly can, so I'd have it free.

For the next couple of hours, I did the same as always. I cleaned up what was misplaced, helped customers and read a book. In the last hour, Jesse stopped by. We spoke about what happened in the morning with Benito but she didn't seem to understand why he was so mad either.

"Guys are dicks, Hazel," she sighs, leaning back in her chair. "But we can't leave without dick, am I right?" she says, laughing at her own joke.

I just shaking my head, chuckling. That right there ladies and gentlemen was my best friend.

"its okay though, you'll find a better guy soon enough." She shrugs. "And maybe better dick too." She adds, throwing a wink at me.

"Jesse!" I tell her, looking around hoping Mrs. Jenkins didn't hear that.

"What? Lighten up a little Haz." She gets up, and reclines on the check out counter. "Now come on it's 5 past 4pm and that means you're done here!"

I checked my phone to see if it was really 4 already. That what I liked about working here, I never felt the hours, it always passed by so quick.

I went to retrieve my bag from the back and quickly told Mrs. Jenkins I was leaving.

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Jesse and I walked down the all too familiar streets, talking about random things as we made our way to Michelle's job. She was a bartender at bar, that thank god wasn't too sketchy and they weren't the kind to check ID's so we were good to go.

"I love visiting Michelle at work, there's always cute biker guys." Jesse said. "Maybe we could find a cute biker guy to get your mind off Benito!" She claps her hands in excitement.

"Yeah, I doubt that will work."

"Hey." She says, stopping in her tracks and grabbing onto my wrist. "I don't know what got his boxers in a bunch, but I'm sure it's nothing serious." She offers me a smile, trying to comfort me.

She was right, I needed to relax forget about him for the rest of the night and just have a couple of drinks with my friends.

We walked into the bar, looking around to find Michelle. She was, as usual, making drinks and having small talk with some of the costumers.

"Why don't you go order us some drinks, I need to go use the restroom." I tell jess.

"Oh, I'll come with, I really need to pee."

I just nod my head, swerving around some of the guys that were standing around drinking. It was extremely packed for a Tuesday night but it didn't bug me. I walked down the hall that led to the bathrooms and if it weren't for Jesse being right behind me I'd probably be a little afraid.

There was a slightly open door to the left, shinning some light into the dark halls. I didn't pay much attention to it as I passed it, but what I heard made me completely stop in my tracks.

"Let's take this to your apartment conejo." Someone moaned out, the sound of people kissing followed.

I backed up, and stood in front of the door. My hands flattened on the door but I was too afraid to see what was on the other side.

"What's going on?" Jesse says. Putting a hand on my shoulder.

"I-I think Benito is in there." I whispered, my heart rate speeding up.

"Okay... so go in there Haz, talk to him."

I shake my head, biting my lip. "I think he's in there with a girl." My lips trembling, hoping that I am wrong.

Before I know it, Jesse pushes the door open making it slam against the wall.

And what I saw, was what I was dreading.

The girls shirtless back was to me and Benito's face was buried in her neck.

"What the fuck." I hear Jesse yell, getting their attention.

My eyes locked with his, but that was all I could do at this moment. Just stare at him. Hoping that this was a nightmare. I shouldn't be feeling this hurt over him but at this point I had no control over my emotions towards him.

"Do you know them?" I hear the girls voice ask Benito, but I didn't dare look away from him.

I try controlling my breathing, hoping that I wouldn't show any sort of emotion to him as the tears cleared over my eyes.

"No, I don't." he says, looking directly into my eyes. "Get out."

It felt like had just been slapped across the face, and as the first tear fell I ran out of the room.

"You'll regret this." I heard Jesse threaten him, followed by her calling out my name but I was too far gone.

Sorry it's a bit messy, it'll get better. And it wasnt supposed to be 2 parts but wattpad decided to only publish half of the chapter and i just barely noticed. 

I promise the next chapter will be longer, and ill double check that it all completely posts :)

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