- spin off to there kitten and tell me why -
I was used. I was abused. Now I'm pregnant with a mate that bullied me then left me. But what if he comes back? He comes back with a huge excuse stating that he wasn't ready for kids.
But she is smarter n...
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SONG: LOVLEY BY BILLE AND KHALID __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ There have been many mistakes that had lead me to where I am. Things are not the same ever since I decided to make the decision I did.
Now I'm here, laying where Riccardo's coffin laid crying my eyes out like a damn child. Everyone already left and it was alone me and him.
I closed my eyes opening them then seeing Riccardo right infront of me. I got up quickly jumping onto him my arms wrapping around his neck. "I need you to come back." I whispered in his ear while he rubbed my back then I opened my eyes seeing myself on my knees looking at a pair of black boots.
I looked up seeing Matteo while I stood up sobbing hugging him tightly . "I'm so sorry." I said letting every single tear out of my body. His arms hesitated for a minute until I had felt his strong arms capture my waist.
"Shh, don't cry." He whispered in my ear while I didn't listen. I cried and cried till I had no tears left.
I laid on his chest while I could barley feel my body due to the amount of emotions I had been letting out. "Come on." Matteo said while he picked me up by my waist grabbing me bridal style. I laid on his chest while he took me to my room making me shake my head. "I don't want to be by myself." I whispered while I could see some sort of expression in his eyes I wasn't able to make up.
I couldn't get my mind off of Riccardo. I really killed him and it was all MY fault. I should of never did him like that. But his pain killed me to much and my babies couldn't have gotten killed.
My kids. My babies.
Before I knew it he laid me on the bed while I turned around laying on the comforter looking at the wall. I sighed hiccuping harshly while I bet the makeup that I had wore had been all over my face. My dress was most likely drenched in my tears
"Do you mind?" Matteo asked while I stood up nodding my head while he unzipped my dress letting the cloth fall on the floor putting one of his black shirts on me. I unclipped my bra off making myself more comfortable while he took the clip that had been on my hair. He turned me around while grabbing a wet rag softly rubbing it on my face.
I hissed while he touched the cut that had been left on my cheek from when Riccardo had messed with me. "Sorry." He whispered while I nodded once again him whipping the makeup that had been stained on my face.
I looked at him while he looked back into my eyes. I grabbed his cheek softly pressing my lips onto his. I could hear him sigh from relief while he held my waist pressing my chest into his.
He then slowly pulled back while I pouted quickly changing my facial expression my mind focusing its self on Riccardo. "If I didn't stop then we both would be in huge trouble." Matteo said while I chuckled softly going back on the soft bed.
I turned on the back my face facing the ceiling while the visioned the stars in the sky. Tears once again pricked my eyes while I didn't even noticed Matteo had been finished getting dressed up. He laid beside me doing the same as me. I looked at him laying on his chest while I could feel his arms once again tie them around me.
His warm chest touched my cold face my fingers tracing the tattoos on his chest. "No matter what you do to me. I will always love you." Matteo said while I blinked one last tear falling down my cheek before my eyes slowly shutting and I was surrounded by pure blissful sleep.
