Sup my homies. Thank you so much for supporting me on this writing journey. This poem is very personal for a million reasons. Even if you don't enjoy this poem I hope you will respect my emotions. 😘😘😘
Your mistakes are fine
But lately, a crime??
Stop.
Do I...
Should I...
Can I ever...
How do I...
Stop loving you?
I never want to let you go
Is this a crime too?
These memories etched onto my brain
Memories carved into my veins
Disbelief
The sun blinds my eyes
My heart too broken to feel
Is this even real?
Was everything you said
Simply just lies??
The man I knew
The man who infront of my eyes grew
Helped me too
Supportive and understanding
Through a pain never decreasing
What happened to me did you also do?
After all I went through
Dozens of empty tissue boxes
Months hiding under tables
Scrubbing my mind, soul and body
From his touch
Pretend or true concern??
True memories or an act you played out
On the sacrifice of my account
Shockingly numb
Strike my heart
Liar are you
Playing the part
Kind and considerate
Boy I would have never known
In all of the world
How could you do what you do
Under this bright blue sky
We all lie
Evidently
Including you
But violence runneth over
Stained your heart like fruit punch
Flowing and sticky
You placed goo inside
A sticky mess that stained and pained an innocent
A responsibility to protect and keep safe: forgotten
in the clothes stripped off and left on the floor
Guilt never came that night
Not even after as these nights continued
Caught and jugded
Your senses return
no longer blocked by such a strong drug
Was this drug love??
Or something else
A dangerous desire in you
Nasty and disturbing
Hurt and harm
Now injured, you bleed
Guts and gore
Runneth over our dignity, our name
Our family torn and pained
Was this your goal?
To cause others such heartache
A community destroyed
Astounded by such a crime
No words to explain
Dead eyes fill blank stares
Your lips sealed with a truth
A truth
I need
I want
a truth locked away
You are safe from judgement
I will wait
Till I can hear with certainty
The facts of why
Did I even know you?
Do I know you?
Who are you?
Preach to me your truth
Press your lips onto mine
Breathe your story into my lungs
Carve your life into my mind
Bless me to see
Who you really are
Who you want to be
***
Be mindful of how your actions affect those around you.
~ Have you ever broken the '5-second rule'?
Yes! Of course! In my house, every single day!!!
Till next time
D.O.
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