fake rose // chaelisa

for me but mostly for you (19)

---

all mistakes are mine.

"what the hell are you wearing, manoban!" allison palmed her forehead and frowned.

i looked at my full body mirror and straightened my t-shirt. "clothes?" i answered in a questioning tone, clearly oblivious as to why she's so upset.

"i see that!"

i turned to ally and arched a brow. "then why are you asking?"

"lisa, we're appearing on a t.v show. you can't show up in plain t-shirt and a pair of ugly jeans," she rolled her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose.

"why not?" i pouted.

"oh, please," she folded her arms. "wipe that shitty pout off your face, you look like shit, shit."

i rolled my eyes, annoyed. "just how many times are you going to say shit?"

"as many as it takes for you change your damn outfit!"

now, it was my turn to fold my arms. "i went to an exclusive party in korea wearing track pants and a hoodie. i see no reason why i can't wear what i'm currently wearing in a t.v show."

"have you forgetten? you were crying for two days straight. i can't possibly force a broken hearted girl to wear something she isn't comfortable in. i was being considerate!" she answered back instantly. "gosh, i don't even know why we're arguing about this. why are you so stupid?"

"i'm not stupid," i mumbled and scratched my forehead. "okay, i get it. i'm changing before you explode in frustration."

"good!"

"but can you please never bring that up again?"

"what?" allison looked at me, confused.

"that!" i replied, slightly embarrased.

"what that?!"

"that i was crying for two days straight!" i said, and sprinted out my living room and into my bedroom due to complete embarrassment.

forcefully, i slammed the door shut behind my back, not wanting to hear allison's teases.

i've forgotten that i was literally crying for chaeyoung for two straight days. damn, that's embarassing. but then again, it was really painful, and i'd rather cry my brains out than drink.

because honestly, i do the craziest shit when i'm drunk, and most of the things i've done when i was intoxicated. . . i'm not very proud of.

i shook my head, i was getting distracted. quickly, i got in my walk-in closet and fished out a dress that i bought months ago, but never wore mostly because i never really liked wearing dresses and if i'm being completely honest - the dress looked very uncomfortable to be in.

i got off my current clothes and forced myseld to wear the dress. i looked in the mirror and gave myself two thumbs up.

"i don't look bad," i uttered and slowly spun 360 degrees.

sure, it was kind of uncomfortable, but at least i looked like a decent human.

---

"you girls took forever," austin uttered the moment we got in his van.

i glanced at ally and gave her a sheepish smile, teasing her. she raised her fist in the air as if wanting to punch me, i merely laughed knowing that she could never hurt me.

"good thing there's no traffic today. we won't be late," austin stated.

"that's great! becuase, honestly, i'm getting tired of L.A's traffic," allison whined.