fake rose // chaelisa

flashback (03)

rosè and i are a hot topic right now. fans theorize that her and i are dating.

i wish that was true, but it wasn't.

we're just good friends.

i don't really blame my fans or her fans for thinking that we are actually a thing. after all, we have been seen going out a lot of times now. for example, last last week, we went to the amusement park, 3 days later, she asked me if i wanted to have breakfast with her. of course, i accepted her offer almost immediately. and then a few days later, we went ice skating.

we went out a lot. like a lot.

i'm hate going outside, but if it means that i can spend time with rosè i'm perfectly fine with it.

but rosè has to leave soon. she has to go back to korea for her comeback. i'm devastated, but of course, i won't ask her to stay here - with me. at least, i still have two more weeks to spend with her. i swear to make it last. i swear to give her memories that she'll never forget.

speaking of spending time with her. rosè wanted me to meet the other members of blackpink, so she invited over to her hotel to have dinner with them i didn't deny her once again. every second with her is dime, i won't waste it.

i look at my phone to check the time. 7:30PM. i should probably leave. chaeng told me to be there at 8:00PM. it'll probably take me 15 minutes to get to her hotel, but i'll probably be stuck at traffic for a solid ten minutes.

once i left my condominium, i went to the parking area and hopped inside my car. i'm excited to see rosè, but i'm also excited to meet her friends. i'm actually a fan of blackpink now. their music is good, but the real reason is rosè.

rosè is the reason as to why i'm so happy this past two weeks. she's behind my genuine smiles. she's the cause of my grins, smirks, and laughs.

everything is because of chaeyoung.

that's why i'm scared when she leaves. what am i going to be after that? what if my source of happiness is no longer bere? am i going back to the cold and dull lisa?

i don't want to go back to my old self. i want to be happy because i deserve to be happy, right?

i want her to stay with me. maybe if she knew how much i need her, she'd stay. but that's being selfish. i don't want to be selfish for rosè. her fans need her more than i need her for myself.

"fuck!" i cursed and kicked my brake.

luckily, i didn't hit the car in front of me, but i was so damn close though. i sighed deeply. i should stop thinking about rosè, i should just focus on driving. i don't want to die right now, not when i'm going to see chaeyoung later.

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i flattened out my white t-shirt, fixed my hair, and took a deep breath. i'm excited and nervous at the same time. i mean, everyone would be nervous to meet blackpink, right? after all, they're a HUGE thing in korea right now, and i'm there fan (that's make it even more nerve racking)

i took another deep breath before pressing on the door bell. it only took a few seconds for someone to answer the door. i can already here someone approaching the door, and it made my heart beat like crazy. a few seconds later, the door opened, revealing a beautiful girl which i assume is jisoo.

"hey!" she smiled at me and fully pushed the door open. "you must be lisa?"

"yes. that's me," i returned her smile.

"chae told me a lot about you. i'm jisoo, by the way," she stuck her hand out for a hand shake.

i reached for her hand and firmly held it. "nice to meet you, jisoo. i'm lisa, but you already know that."