fake rose // chaelisa

special chapter: it will always be her

chaeyoung haven't been eating properly for days. ever since her heated argument with her girlfriend, her appetite decreased and she could barely look at food without thinking if lisa had eaten yet.

of course, chaeyoung always puts lisa first before anything else.

however, this is normal whenever her and lisa gets into horrible fights; most foods would taste like cardboard to her. even her favorites.

but if chaeyoung got it bad, lisa got it worse. the thai girl haven't slept in days, the bags under her eyes were too visible. most of her plates are left unfinished with piles and piles of food. if people would just take one glance at lisa, the first thing they would probably notice is she had gotten thinner and how exhausted and sad she looked.

and to think that lisa turned into a rotting plant in only a span of a week is heartbreaking for both aliison and austin.

"dude, just call her and apologize," allison said. "she's probably waiting for you to do that."

"yeah," austin nodded in agreement. he casually placed his cheek on his palm and looked at lisa. "we all know that you miss rosé. if you keep this going, you're just hurting yourself and rosé with each day that passes."

lisa knew that her best friends were talking and giving her advices, but she could barely hear them. with her gaze and full attention glued on a picture of a smiling chipmunk hung beautifully on her wall, everything around her became silent.

lisa miss her so fucking much.

and she couldn't stomach the fact that she did something so horrible to chaeyoung who was nothing but always good to her.

she knows she messed up big time and she would do anything to make it up for chaeyoung.

anything.

"i'm going to her apartment," lisa said and quickly stood up from the comfort of her couch, her gaze never leaving chaeyoung's picture.

austin and ally's eyes followed lisa's sudden movement. they looked at her weirdly, bewildered at the girl's unexpected change in mood.

"as in right now?" austin asked.

lisa finally teared her gaze from the picture to look at her best friend. "yeah," she replied quickly. "as in right now."

"good idea, but before that, take a bath and eat something," allison muttered. "at least make yourself presentable for her."

lisa obediently nodded her head. she leaves her living room and quickly takes a hot shower. she wore something simple and forced herself to eat lunch. with all that done, lisa didn't hesitate to leave her apartment and drive to chaeyoung's temporary abode in los angeles.

the sound of traffic danced around lisa's soundless car. she glanced at her wrist watch and sighed deeply, she couldn't believe that she let this much time spill down at her feet before doing something. this is not the lisa chaeyoung ought to love.

lisa's eyes slowly landed on a glued picture of chaeyoung on the left corner of her windshield. she couldn't help but smile widely, quickly followed by a very defeated sigh. lisa still couldn't believe she had done all those terrible things to chaeyoung.

i'm the worst, she thought.

with a sigh, she continues to drive to her girlfriend's abode, the traffic no longer irritating her. it was actually giving her the time to think about the things she had done to chae, and the time to think about the right words to say, so that her apology wouldn't land on deaf ears.

when lisa finally arrived at chaeyoung's apartment, she didn't leave her car immediately. she was actually reluctant - a little bit.

but her heart is on cold, concrete floor. it doesn't belong there. her heart would always sit tight on chaeyoung's gentle palms. she knew she had to do something to make everything fall back into their right slots. and with that mind set, she finally got out her car and literally jogged her way inside the tall building where her princess rests.