Stray Kids Imagines

⇨36:I Miss You [Jeongin]

Diary Entry Au, Sad
Characters: Jeongin × reader

Dear Baby,
                   Hi my little acorn! This is your mummy here, if you wondering why am I calling you acorn that's because it is my little nickname to you. It has been 2 years and 4 months since you left mummy and also it has been 2 years and 6 months since daddy left us to fulfill his dreams on being an idol and now he accomplished his dream on being it and his group's popularity is massive. Time flies so quickly right? In a blink of an eyes, you left me about 2 years and 4 months already but i still have the feelings that you left me recently. Maybe is the bond you had with mummy when you are still in my tummy? I was only 4 months pregnant with you when I lost you my acorn, you are about a size of an avocado and daddy didn't know you even exist which sadden me. Back then me and your daddy was very young at the age of 16 when I was pregnant with you and I didn't know how to tell this to your daddy so I kept you a secret. After you left, mummy have been a really bad state, I missed you so much till I have gone insane and now mummy is living in a mental hospital. The environment here is quite peaceful and happy, everyone here is either insane or more insane like me so we kind of "get along" with each other pretty well and I started learning to write diary entry about my life here and you to keep my mind off from silly thoughts even though I am still insane.
My little acorn, I want you to love that mummy love you a lot and I think daddy will also love you a lot along with he misses you too when he find out you ever exist in this world. Mummy will stopped for today and I will write to you more another day my little acorn.

Little acorn's mummy❤
13 June 2018

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Dear diary,
                   I finally debuted with my group, Stray Kids a few months ago and our popularity is growing day by day. I am happy with what I have now but I missed someone who I loved dearly for a few years before I left her. She is L/n Y/n, my girlfriend since we are 14 years old~ I know we are a bit too young to date but we love each other too much so we dated but I left her in the end because I wanted to be an idol and also the dating ban which my company have. 2 years and 6 months has passed since I last saw her, I wonder how is she doing without me and did she moved on from her but I hope not because I wanted to have a future with her even though I left her. Luckily I have a friend who know her whereabouts and he told me about it but it saddened me that after 2 months I left her, she stayed in a mental hospital from then on till currently now, the reason is uncleared but I hope she is fine in there alone. I wanted to visit her but due to the schedules we have, it's impossible so maybe once my career settled down, I will visit her and find out why she is there. Maybe after my dating ban is lifted, I might want to get back to her and take care of her from then or after my idol's life is over, I can have my future with her and we can be happy again. In my whole life , she will be the only woman I will ever love so Y/n wait for her to be back with you.

I love you Y/n 😗

Yang Jeongin
13 June 2018