Stray Kids Imagines

⇨68:Broken Without You Pt 2 [Changbin]

>>The next day<<

Changbin woke up with bloodshot eyes after crying himself to sleep. He remember that he have promotion for their comeback since they only started promotion yesterday but he didn't feel like going to perform.

Changbin knew his fans will be dissapointed if he doesn't go but he can't find the motivation or point of going since the main source that kept him going is already gone. He became idol is because of her, he wanted to make her proud but ended up causing them to lose your relationship.

So Changbin just continued sleeping not caring about anything because he lost his wills to continue his dream as Y/n is no longer with him.

"Changbin ah wake up! We have promotion today" Chan said as he shooked Changbin's body to wake him up

"Hyung I don't feel like going" Changbin said

"Why? Is anything wrong? " Chan asked worriedly and Changbin began tearing up

"I-I j-just don't feel like going hyung~ Don't force me please" Changbin pleaded as he cried

"Okok~Don't cry, hyung won't force you but when we get back, you better tell me what happened " Chan said and Changbin nodded

Chan left their room while he let out a sigh, as much as he want to help his donsaeng, he need to know what happen first so he can help him with it.

"Chan hyung where is Changbin hyung? " Jisung asked as he saw him walked out from his room

"Changbin won't be joining us today" Chan asked and everyone in living room widened their eyes

"Why? " Minho asked

"I don't know ~ All he said was I don't feel like going, don't force me please and then he began tearing up" Chan said

"I wonder what happened to him? He is fine after we ended our promotion for yesterday and when he came back after going somewhere alone, he became like this" Woojin said

"I think something happened during the time when he didn't came back from us" Hyunjin said and suddenly Chan thought about something

"I may know what exactly happened from my prediction but I can't be sure, it is correct so it is the best for Chan to us what happened himself " Chan said

"Hyung then tell us what I'd your prediction" Jisung said

"It's not my place to say on his behalf because it is confidential to him" Chan said and everyone nodded

After that, everyone except Changbin left for their promotion while he stayed in their dorm being sad and depressed. He stare at the pictures of him and Y/n together as he cried, if he could turn back time, he would have confess about their relationship despite the odds if he knew Y/n will leave him because of it.

~~

After today promotion and fansign, STAYs have been wondering why Changbin isn't here with them so Chan on their behalf told them that Changbin isn't feeling very good so he is resting at home. STAYs began telling them to tell Changbin to get well soon.

Later in the night after their promotion,  everyone looked tired after coming back from their promotion and they either went back to the rest while some went to take a shower. Chan went back to their room to check on Changbin and he saw Changbin lying on his bed in the same clothes and just staring at his phone.

"Changbin I am back now ~ You can tell me what happened to you? " Chan said as he sat beside his bed and Changbin moved a little

"Let's me guess is it because of Y/n? " Chan asked and Changbin turned around to look at him

"H-How did you know? " Changbin asked in his raspy voice

"You were fine after we ended our promotion, you went somewhere alone so I am guessing you went your shared apartment with her and when you came back,you were so down" Chan said

"Did you have a fight with her? If so, I believe you both will made up fast since you both dated for 5 years now" Chan said and Changbin shooked his head

"No hyung~It's worst than that" Changbin said and Chan looked at him confused

"S-She left me hyung~~She broke up with me" Changbin said as his eyes got teary

"why? " Chan asked

"Our interview yesterday, remember I was asked whether I have a girlfriend and I said no and she was my long distance relative, she saw it " Changbin said and Chan just sighed

"Now I get it~Changbin the problem is not with her but you, Hyung wants to teach you and others correctly and wants the best for all of you~~You broke her heart when you said that, I may not mean much to you but to her, it means alot... You being an idol, her just a ordinary girl,  she would want to the whole world to know it because you both won't need to hide it or go out in secrets..... If you were in her place, if she did that to you, would you feel sad knowing that your girlfriend chose her career over you " Chan said

"I wouldn't mind if you yesterday exposed your relationship with her since our dating ban is lifted and I want all of you to be happy... I will do the same if I have a girlfriend, letting everyone know our relationship~~ Changbin ah, reflect on yourself what did you do wrong to her for her to leave you and you will know to see how to go next......... If to you, your career seem to be more important than her, I will be disappointed in you but if you think she is important and you are letting her go because it will be the best for both of you then I will respect your decision. If so, you can try slowly move on from her and maybe you can find someone else" Chan continued

"No I won't find someone else~She will be the only woman I love" Changbin said

"I like your loyalty and faithfulness to her but the problem is your mindset about your relationship with her" Chan said

"Anyway go take a shower first because you haven't bathe since last night and then you can come back and sleep to reflect OK? " Chan said and Changbin nodded as he got out of bed

[A/n: Wow!! 👏👏 Chan you sound like you are Changbin's father]

Changbin grabbed his clothes and towel for the shower and went out to take a shower. He walked past his dongsaeng who are sitting in the living room completely ignoring them and went to the bathroom.

Chan then came out of their room while sighing and the donsaengs ask him what happened.

"Hyung did he tell you yet? " I.N asked

"Yes but I tell you guys another times when his emotional is stable" Chan said and they nodded

After a while later, Changbin was done taking his shower and he immediately went back to his room and laid in his bed. He remember what Chan said about reflecting on himself so he began thinking.

Is it because of his cowardness about not exposing their relationship? Is his love for Y/n not enough?

While reflecting, he thought in his mind that he will never love other women because in his heart, he only will love Y/n and he wait for her to come back to him one day.