Deal or no Deal (#teambabe)

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Mika
The following days were considered the best of my life.

We got teased and bullied by our friends and her teammates and families the next morning after what happened. But of course, hindi nila kami napaamin.

Hell!

Kahit pa 21st century na at modern na ang lahat ay madami pa ding tumataas ang kilay sa mga sex without commitment.

Yes, the feeling is mutual between us and no doubt about that but the coast is not yet clear kaya hindi pa din kami nagcommit.

Me in particular. Good thing Alyssa's been very patient about it and have waited and will wait for few more days.

Or months.

It's uncertain.

Indefinite.

The only thing that keep us bonded right now is our mutual feelings.

My thoughts were cut when i feel my phone vibrated. I took it from my pocket and saw Alyssa's name on my phone.

From: Babe 😍
Dinner?

Nag-isip muna ako.

We sometimes go out publicly na din pagkagaling ng Batangas but we make sure na sa hindi masyadong mataong lugar kami pumupunta dahil ayaw pa din namin maka-attract ng media people.

Naintindihan naman nya so we limit our public dates to twice a month the most.

Alam kong gusto na din nyang mag-out but she tried to understand me.

Kaya nagulat ako bakit sya nag-aayang lumabas ngayon eh kakalabas lang namin three days back.

Nag-isip muna ako before i decided to say yes.

Hindi naman masamang mag-step up sa number of dates namin if we really want the public to get used to us being together.
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She is currently fixing her make-up when her door bell rang.

Alyssa is always early. She reasoned out na ayawdaw nyang paghintayin ako kahit isang segundo lang coz she wants to make sure that every single second of the time i am giving her will be worth it.

Kinilig ako pero hindi ko pinahalata sa kanya.

I opened the door and was mesmerised by the woman standing in front of my doorstep.

She is wearing her simple short and a hanging blouse while resting in her head is a blue cap and a white snickers on her feet.

Her toned body is showing at kung sinadya nyang idisplay ito para mapansin ko ay nagtagumpay sya. But i will never give her the happiness of admitting it in her face.

"Liked it?" Well screwed. She saw my reaction before my mind process and concluded that i have to hide it.

Inirapan ko sya ngunit isang matamis na ngiti ang iginanti nya.

With that smile, my world stopped and everything shines bright like the sun kahit pa gabi na.

Napailing na lang ako to shake crazy thoughts out of my head. I need to get my act together at hindi yung ganitong para akong teenager na sinundo ni long time crush/campus heartthrob na parang maiihi sa kilig.

Tumalikod na ako bago pa ipagkanulo ng sarili ko.

Kinuha ko ang purse at phone at huminga ng malalim bago muling humarap kay Alyssa.

Clam down heart. Wag traydor! Paalala ko sa puso ko na kanina pa nagwawala pagkakita kay Alyssa.

Ng masigurong medyo may kontrol na ako sa aking sarili ay humarap na ako at inaya ng lumabas si Alyssa.