If Loving You is Wrong

37: Fear

           

Liana would never get over how big he was.

Every time they had sex it was like the first time, the way he stretched her; making her cry out from the sheer explicitness of it. It was borderline painful but she loved every second of him filling her and possessing her.

Liana gripped the bedsheets and bit her teeth into them to stifle her screams.

She was on her hands and knees, her back arched as Antonio held onto her waist and pulled her back onto his thick shaft.

She was going to explode.

She was literally going to combust into a pool of nothingness, shuddering in the aftermath of his lovemaking.

Even while she lost her mind in the throes of passion she was very conscious of the little secret she was keeping from Antonio.

It was a weird feeling to know she carried this man's child in the womb he was currently penetrating. Not literally of course...

They both come, Liana over his pulsing member and Antonio into the condom he wore.

He leant forward so her breasts were flattened onto the bed and he kissed her ears and the back of her neck and hair.

"You're so beautiful," Liana giggled. "You know I love you don't you?"

"Yes," she whispered contently as Antonio breathed in her scent.

Tell him!

She didn't know how, Liana thought to herself.

When they met at the hotel, she had been so excited to finally be with him that everything else had been forgotten. She had fallen into his arms and made love to him like it was the last time she would ever do it.

Now, in the aftermath of their lovemaking she didn't want to possibly break the bubble of pleasure by telling him about the baby.

It was never going to be the right time while they were in Aldovia because Antonio had to work with her father and she knew how much that upset him. He hated lying to Leo and she hated making him do it so it was a conversation they readily avoided.

"When do you have to leave?" he asked quietly, still resting on her back but of course not his full weight.

"My parents and sister arrive tomorrow evening so I have the whole day."

"Good," he said and proceeded to kiss her earlobe in a way that said he was ready for round three.

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Antonio and Liana spent the following morning together in Aldovia's capital city of Marvat.

They walked the streets like regular civilians as opposed to official guests of the crown and had an amazing time. They had breakfast, went to galleries and looked at the incredible architecture of the small Mediterranean country. They walked hand in hand and laughed and joked about various things and all Liana could think about was why they couldn't be like this all the time.

They didn't have to hide here like they did in New York and she liked being on his arm and having him kiss and touch her just because he could.

They were sat eating Gelato as the day drew on, when Antonio turned to Liana and said,

"I asked Olivia for a divorce."

Liana was rendered dumb for a moment as she looked at Antonio's beautiful face and asked,

"What?"

Antonio sighed, his beautiful green eyes troubled,

"I asked her for a divorce...and she said no."