If Loving You is Wrong

4: Indecision

It was more of the same for the rest of the day and the following.

Antonio cut himself off from the rest of the group with Liana spending most of her time with David while her friends were busy with their respective partners.

While David was perfectly good company she couldn't get Antonio out of her mind and the things he'd said and done. Why kiss her for starters and then he'd said he had to. None of it made any sense and she knew she'd go out of her mind if he didn't give her a proper answer. She deserved that much...didn't she?

"I'll be back in a bit guys," she said quietly as she left the on board games room and headed back to her cabin.

It was a bit of a walk but when she finally got the bedroom level, she was surprised to see Antonio standing by the door.

"Excuse me," she said, making him look up and when he saw her she distinctly saw...delight in his eyes. No sooner had she seen it, did it disappear and a look of annoyance and even contempt, replaced it.

Antonio looked at her but didn't move out the way of the door and with a huff of annoyance, she went to shove him out of the way. Touching him was a bad idea because as soon as her bare arm connected with him, she felt a jolt of pure desire go through her. She looked up at him, eyes wide with confusion and lust and just like before, Antonio pulled her into him and kissed her.

Just like before, she forgot herself in his embrace. Liana forgot to be mad at him for kissing her before with no explanation and being rude to her for no good reason and simply drowned in the pleasure of him.

His kisses were urgent and passionate and within seconds, they had entered the boat and he backed her up against the nearest wall.

Antonio lifted her arms above her head as he pressed himself into her and Liana felt his hardened member against her stomach. Her knees buckled for a moment but Antonio didn't pull away, instead pinning her even harder against the wall.

With one hand still holding her arms above her hand, his right hand suddenly lowered to cup and squeeze her breasts. Liana let out a soft mewl as the apex between her thighs began to pulsate with need. Antonio continued his exploration of her body until his large hand was on her thigh and rose to lift her dress up. He roamed her hip and around her buttocks until he reached down and around, bending his knees as he did so and found his goal. He rubbed her through her now wet panties as Liana gasped and threw her head back against the wall.

They continued kissing, their tongues battling out for possession as Antonio continued to massage her vigorously with his finger. Liana suddenly went stiff and jerked as her orgasm steam rolled through her,

"Yes," Antonio hissed against her mouth as Liana squeezed her eyes shut and rode her wave of pleasure.

When it was over, Liana slumped against the wall and Antonio raised his head so his forehead rested lightly on hers.

"I didn't mean for that to happen," he said, their eyes still closed as Liana caught her breath.

"W-what did happen Antonio?" she said breathlessly as she raised her head to look into his eyes. What she saw there when she looked back was too deep to understand,

"It shouldn't have happened," she felt him withdrawing but grabbed hold of his arms and pulled him back to face her,

"But it did happen, just like the kiss that was a mistake!"

She saw the regret but he didn't apologise,

"You owe me an explanation...I deserve that much."

Antonio continued to look at her and she felt giddy with how gorgeous he was,

"You do deserve it but I cant give it to you."

"Why not?" she pleaded but Antonio peeled her arms off him and turned away from him with an angry growl.

Liana adjusted her dress around her thighs, suddenly feeling exposed. She wrapped her arms around herself,

"I don't understand," she said quietly, more to herself than him.

He'd been watching her at the restaurant, he'd ignored her the first day he'd arrived and now he'd kissed and touched her intimately...how could that all be a mistake.

"I have to get out of here," he said before going to open the door to leave the bedroom area.

"Antonio!"

"Don't!" he snapped at her, making her choke down what she was originally going to say. "Just don't Liana please!"

It was the first time he'd ever said her name and she loved how it sounded come from his lips,

"You're beautiful and young and have your whole life ahead of you...you don't need any of this."

"Any of what Antonio, I don't understand!"

"You don't have to understand!" he barked at her but even she could tell he was angry at something that she had nothing to do with. "Just chalk this up to some random night where you got wasted a had a little too much fun, I'm sure you've had tons of them."

Liana went on the defensive,

"What happened just now, doesn't give you the right to judge me, you don't know me!"

"You're right and you don't know me so lets just leave it at that shall we?"

"Fine!"

"Fine!"

Liana stormed away from him then and into her own cabin, slamming the door behind her.

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