Alpha's Warrior (Werewolf Saga 2)(complete)

Chapter 23

She was pacing around the room that night when he finally cannot take it anymore. She walked around her room still in Ronan's shirt. She finally gather enough courage to see him eye to eye. She with new determination walked out of the room towards his.

Ronan took shower not bothering to change his cloths just he slipped into his robe. He tried to calm himself down. His wolf was on the edge the memories of the past kept floating on his mind. He wanted to shut his eyes and simply shut himself up but he was afraid to do so.

He pushed himself down urging him to go to sleep. But where was it? He wanted to sleep one time without waking up in guilt and cold sweat beading on his scalp. He was disturbed by a knock on his door. He walked up to the door and opened it to reveal Paige.

She was still dressed in his shirt. The one which he dressed her into, "Couldn't sleep sorry if it is a bad timing I will come later" Paige said looking down. Was his face repulse him so much? She cannot even look at him properly? "No it' s ok come on in" He said. Paige walked carefully inside. He closed the door after her.

"I wanted to talk to you" She said. He laughed bitterly. "Go on" He said not looking at her. He don't have the courage to look at her when she will reject him. No he cannot look at her. "It is difficult to explain" Paige started. "You can reject me Princess the bond is only halfway done it can still be reversed" he said in a cold voice.

"Do you want me to reject you Alpha Donovan?" Paige asked in shock. "Do my choice really matter?" Ronan asked in low voice. She was startled. Why would she reject him? He continued "after all who wants a monster as their mate. I am just a monster to you and all am I not?" He asked hating himself for being this much weak.

But he was weak. He was weak. "Why I want to reject you Alpha I have accepted you" Paige blurted out. It made Ronan look at her. She walked up to him and slowly unbutton her shirt letting it fall to the ground. "Look at me please" She said softly. He looked up his eyes lustfully gazing her body.

He looked down trying to control his wolf. "Do you not want me anymore? Am...Am I that repulsive?" She asked. Ronan's eyes shot up at her face. Her eyes defeated and tired of getting rejected and hurt again and again and again. "No you are not repulsive Little mate. But you are the most beautiful creature I have laid my eyes on to" He said.

"You don't need to do this. I know you are still not comfortable" he said walking past her and picking up his shirt. He threw it in waste basket and pulled another t-shirt and pulled it over her head. "I don't make you repulse?" She asked again. "I find you beautiful princess. Like I said you are most prettiest creature I ever laid my eyes on" Ronan said.

"So why did you denied me on the car and now? Do you not want to make love to me?" Ronan picked her up and placed her on the bed. She was between his legs and her back touching his chest. Their legs touching and they were holding their hands together.

"I..." Ronan paused taking a deep breath. "I am not a good man Paige no matter what my sista says or what Xander says. They don't know me. No one does Christy does not knew too" He said softly playing with her hairs. "Who is she Christy?" Paige asked feeling little green monster making it appearance from her side.

"jealous little mate?" Ronan smirked cockily. "No just curious. It is not like I haven't had any man in my life before. I bet you were a what we call a man Whore" Paige said monotonously. "I was one yes but not by choice." She turned around and looked at him questioningly.

"What do you mean not by choice everyone has a choice." She said looking at his pained expression. "I didn't. I was in a pack too. It was the dark pack. It was known for the cruelity and inhuman behavior." She remembered reading the name of the pack in history book.

"I read about them when we were in first year. Said they were the most vicious and cruel pack in existence. They were known to not spare women and children in war." Ronan nodded in confirmation. "The children of pack however didn't have privilege to die too." Ronan said darkly.

"They had a rule which I think until now that was the most ridiculous rule in existence." He said. "What rule?" She asked. His grip tighten on her arm. "Paige I don't want you to run away from me after I tell you the story that no one knows not even Destiny. Please listen till the end and do not leave until I finish." He looked serious.

Paige just nodded. He squeezed her hand before beginning. "I was born in the Dark Pack. And I was just as innocent as every baby was at birth. I was pure with heart and my heart was filled with light. My mother she was beautiful. She has the color of the shining sun in her eyes. She had the pale complexion and rough hands maybe because she worked too much to feed me."

Ronan closed his eyes and remembered his mother's face. A face that he came to love. A face that he can never forget. Paige looked at him he looked pained for some reason. "my father was in love with my mother they always seem happy and content with what they had. But my father was an alpha but my mother was an omega" He said pausing again.

"I thought they were happy. I thought he was content and that he love us with all his heart. I was so naïve that I didn't even saw it. It was happening in my house under my nose." He opened his eyes and his eyes were wet with all the new unshead tears. Pain was evident in his eyes.

"Ronan you don't have to tell me if it is painful." He caressed her cheek. "I have to. We cannot start anything over a false basis little mate." He said. "What do you mean on the false basis. ?" she asked.

"I do not want you to regeret anything Princess regret being with me. I am a monster. A predator. And the reason was he. My so called father he made me as him. Molded me into one. A monster, a soulless monster. I am monster. I am a monster" Ronan cried.

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