Paige woke up with a feeling of being watched. And sure enough she was been watched by green eyes. She was caught by surprise. She almost gasped at the intensity of the green eyes looking at her.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked him. "Because I can" He said huskily. "Alpha Donovan..." She started but he captured her lips with his.
He pulled away leaving her in haze of Lust. "Don't you dare run away from me again. Don't you dare scare me like that" He said scolding her slightly. " I did it for a reason" She said trying to get up but pain shot up all over her body.
"You are still hurt you need to shift into your wolf to make sure you heal fast" Ronan said remembering what doctor told him to do.
"Can I get up and go for a run?" she asked not looking at him. "No you have to be on bed rest" Ronan said moving away from her and sitting beside her on his bed. "
But I want to go on a run" She protested. "'For what? So you can hurt yourself again? Why did you do it?" Ronan asked.
"Did what?" She looked everywhere but at him. "Did what? You are asking me what you did? You remember what you did? Do you? why did you hurt yourself? Why did you do this"
And Ronan yanked the sleeves of her dress up revealing the marks of the silver burns. It can only because of silver in her system. And Doctors told him that she have circulating silver because of which your wolf was unresponsive. So why the hell you did that to yourself?
"What were you trying to do kill yourself? Do you know what could have happened if I had lost you? What could have happened if I had lost you?" His voice turned low at the end.
"I...I cannot lose you too. No I cannot lose you to. Not after I lost everything I cannot lose you too" he keep on repeating it. Paige held him in her arms.
"I am not good enough for you. I am broken and I may not ever can let you touch me. I may always be afraid to let you come close to me. I may never give you everything you hope and dream about" Paige said softly.
"I do not need anything as long as I have you. All I want is to hold you to sleep each night and wake beside you every morning. I don't want anything else." Ronan said kissing her forehead. "I...I didn't inflicted those. At least not all of them at me." Ronan pulled her in his arms and made her sit between his legs such as her back was rested up against his chest.
"If you want to you can tell me. I will always be here to hear it" Paige nodded. "I like you to know this because you told me about your life. It is only fair I do so to." Paige said unconsciously playing with his fingers. "It was Kyle. The one I killed few years ago. He was my first mate" She revealed.
"I was kidnapped at a young age from my pack. I was united with my pack few years after I met Kyle." She looked at Ronan who had a blank face. Kyle was the reason her Kristy was killed. And he was holding his mate in his arms. His blood ran cold. He was utterly confused and still admired the treachery of moon goddess.
"Kyle was at first nice to me like every other mate. But I didn't knew it then I was his mate. As he was alpha he had known since he kidnapped me. I was treated a little better than rest of the pack. But I never knew why. One day when I was twelve he came to my room and I was suddenly very much afraid of his presence." She said pausing.
Ronan knew that next part was something he is not going to like. "He told his guards to held me tightly. And he broke my bones in order to induce the force shifting. He mercilessly broke every single bone of my body. He then left. Next day he came again and did the same. Night after night until I shifted into my wolf.
He looked at my wolf and then laughed wickedly. He injected wolfsbane but he made sure that I was to remain in my wolf form. He carved into my flesh with silver dagger laughing as my skin sizzle burning it. The marks I still have but that was not all..."
Ronan looked pale. He was almost white as sheet. She pulled away and then she removed her shirt letting it fall. Ronan's growl filled all the room.
"My fifteenth birthday present from my mate. All the girls get maybe dresses and trinklets I get this." Ronan was shaking seeing her back which was carved with the mark written with big Letters
MINE
He traced the mark and winced visibly. "Silver dipped in wolfsbane. Did the trick and since my wolf was not there to heal me. It was not the most beautiful thing. It was the night he rejected me too. After rejecting he carved this into my skin. And then he kept on his usual routine of punching and kicking me. And cursed me because he had this weakling as a mate" She cried.
"I don't ever thought you were weak. You killed him to save your Luna queen. How many people can do that? How many people have the courage to do that to their own mate?" He asked.
"I don't know but he was not my mate then because I have severed the bond I had with him. I accepted his rejection." She said shaking visibly.
"I was afraid of him. I was afraid what he would do. He used to break me. He drove silver knives off my torso. I screamed and he laughed. My cries are something that pleasures him. He assaulted me mentally, physically even sexually. And at moment I...I was pregnant. I was happy inspite of having a monster's child. But he...he found out and he...he ripped it out of my womb. M...my baby it...it was not big... not much big but...i...I saw it in my pool of blood...I... I" She broke down in Ronan's arm.
"Shhh... little mate I am here. I am not letting go not this easily. I am here and I will always be with you no matter what happens. And I will need you even if I cannot touch you. I am just content that I have you in my arms. And you are here forever to stay" Ronan said softly.
"You are not disgusted or repulsed by this? Are you not going to push me away?" She asked blinking her eyes. "Do you want me to push you away?" He asked.
"N...no" She shuttered. "Good because I don't want to and I never will" Ronan said hugging her tightly. Just then Ronan's eyes gone blank for a minute.
"Little mate looks like our guest is awake and we need to see her."
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Alpha's Warrior (Werewolf Saga 2)(complete)
WerewolfPaige Diana Morgan was considered the best in her class. She had a fierce quality about her. And why not she was one of the toughest nut to crack. She fight for what she believed in. And she never backed down from any challenge. She was considered...