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Bullying - Yuna's note #9

I didn't do anything to them! Yet they still bully me for nothing. Why? Have I ever done something to them? Or is it that they wanted me to die..

I tried to ignore them, I really did. But they still do it. I just want to escape reality. Escape from them. Escape from the problems that I never even made.

So, What did you guys do to escape from bullies? I want to know. I can't fight back, Cause it can lead to more destruction. And one of my bullies is one of my past friends who I never spoked in weeks or months made friends with another.

Is this betrayal? Is this what I deserve of all what I did? Is everything my fault?  I suppose it is. I can't tell my parents because I will be called a tattletail, And I don't want that. I don't know why, But I'm crying right now.

I hate myself for what I've done.

I hate myself for what I told.

I hate myself for I've been weak.

I hate myself for I can't smile anymore.

I hate myself for everything.

Is this what all of your happiness sucked out feel like? If so,

I can't believe for a new start.

I can't hope for a peaceful life.

I can't keep on living anymore.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this. I'm really sorry.