Existing in my head,
A world full of lead.
Don't care what is said,
I might as well be dead.
How can it be,
So hard to be free?
How can I be held down,
By all my brothers wearing frowns?
How can I find joy,
When I feel like a toy?
Battered and broken,
A useless token.
I am spent on this,
Selfish human bliss.
But not for me,
Can't you see?
I'll never be free,
Like a branch on a tree.
I'm stuck with all of you,
With hatred so pure and true.
Doesn't matter who I am,
I am just another sin.
A blotchy stain upon the earth,
Never knowing what I'm worth.
Because my brothers hold me down,
I'm screaming loud without a sound.
Someone wake me up,
I feel like an empty cup.
I can't take it anymore,
What horrid death,
Is next in war?
How will we kill,
With an indomitable will?
What will we be,
If we no longer see?
I can't be here any longer,
The world just keeps on getting wronger.
I'm holding on for one more day,
But I just want to...
Go away.
