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chapter eleven - "never be the same"

part three

serina

I STOOD THERE in disbelief, my emotions all over the place, what did i do to deserve this.

was i incapable of being loved?

"baby-" matt spoke, i cut him off.

"no, do not call me baby, you have NO right to." i say, my lips trembling with every word.

i bit my lip, a piece of me breaking at the sight in front of me. my best friend and boyfriend.

how could they event think of doing something so cruel to me?

"why?" i spoke up my voice broken. tears streamed down my face.

at this point i didn't care how vulnerable i was in front of them. i was hurt.

the pain was unimaginable. I felt betrayed.

"it's not what you think-" matt said again. by now he had pushed natalia off him. he made his way to me slowly with tears prominent on his face.

"oh? then what was it actually." i questioned sarcastically.

"she came onto me." he says frustrated running his fingers through his hair.

"please matthew, i stood there for several seconds you made no effort to push her off. how long has this been going on?" i asked in disbelief.

he remained silent looking away from, avoiding eye contact.

"how long matthew." i said raising my voice even louder this time.

"since natalia came here." he says lowly.

"months? are you serious right now? you lied to me for several months straight right to my face? unbelievable." i yelled angrily.

"serina-" he tried to speak again for me to cut him off.

"don't give me that bullshit matthew, what you did is unforgivable, i can't listen to the constant lies you're telling me." i say loudly irritation lacing my voice like venom.

"i really thought you loved me, you made me feel like i was the only one for you matt." my voice cracked.

"i thought you cared. you made me believe you weren't like any guy i dated. you made me think you wouldn't hurt me." i continued, bawling at this point.

"i hate you." i say angrily.

"i hate you so much, i will NEVER forgive you for this." i looked at him agitated slapping his face in anger.

i didn't know what came over me but it just happened.

his cheek stained red from where'd i'd just hit him.

he was crying hysterically, apologizing repeatedly through cries.

it was pathetic. he had the audacity to break down crying and try to victimize himself when he broke me. he cheated.