5SOS Preferences and Imagines

Ashton Doesn't Want To Be A Daddy

"I THOUGHT THAT WITH THE WAY YOU GREW UP ASH, THAT YOU'D BE OKAY WITH THIS OR AT LEAST BE SCARED AND STILL STICK AROUND." YOU HAD JUST EXPLAINED TO ASHTON THAT YOU HAD JUST FOUND OUT YOU WERE A FEW WEEKS PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY.
"I THOUGHT SO TOO, AND I WANT TO BE AROUND BUT I DON'T THINK I CAN. LOOK AT THE LIFESTYLE I HAVE RIGHT NOW, A NEW CONCERT IN A NEW STATE OR CITY OR COUNTRY EVERY NIGHT. I SEE A HUGE CROWD OF NEW FACES EVERY NIGHT, IT'S NEVER THE SAME, I HARDLY KNOW WHERE I'M AT ANYMORE UNTIL SOMEONE TELLS ME WHERE WE ARE. I DON'T WANT A BABY OF MINE TO GO THROUGH THAT."
"DON'T LEAVE." WAS ALL YOU SAID AND ASHTON SIGHED. "I'M NOT LEAVING, WE'LL DO THIS, BUT, IT'S JUST NOT WHAT I WANT RIGHT NOW. I WANT TO HAVE A BABY WHEN EVERYTHING SETTLES DOWN AND OUR KIDS CAN SURVIVE WITH PRIVACY, THEY CAN KNOW WHAT PRIVACY IS."
SO ASHTON WAS GOING TO STAY WITH YOU AND STAY IN YOUR LIFE BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO BE A DAD RIGHT NOW. IT WASN'T WHAT YOU PICTURED BUT IT WAS SOMETHING THAT YOU COULD HANDLE BECAUSE YOU KNEW ONCE ASHTON SAW THE BABY HE'D FALL RIGHT DOWN TO HIS KNEES FOR THE BABY. THE BABY WOULD BE HIS WORLD, HE KNEW THAT TOO, HE WAS JUST HAVING A HARD TIME HEARING IT ALL RIGHT NOW.
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"SO, HOW ARE THINGS GOING WITH (YN)?" LUKE ASKED AND ASHTON GROANED.
"SHE'S STILL PREGNANT, EVERYTHING'S GOING GOOD BUT SHE'S STILL MAD AT ME AND I WANNA BE OKAY WITH ALL OF THIS, I JUST CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO SO."
LUKE SHOOK HIS HEAD. "WELL, YOU'RE STILL WITH HER, STAYING WITH HER. SO EVEN THOUGH YOU SAY YOU DON'T WANT THIS BABY, YOU DON'T WANT TO BE A DAD, YOU REFUSE TO LEAVE HER AND THE BABY BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT THAT BABY TO GROW UP WITHOUT A DAD IN THEIR LIFE."
ASHTON GRINNED AT HIS FRIEND WITH A SMALL WAVE OF HIS HAND. "YOU GET IT, EXPLAINING THAT TO (YN) IS SOMETHING THAT'LL NEVER GO OVER WELL SO I'M GOING TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT ABOUT THAT. AND I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT I WANTED TO BE A YOUNG DAD AND NOW THAT IT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING I'M BEING AN ASS AND BACKING OUT OF IT. I NEED TO BE THE MAN THAT (YN) NEEDS, THE MAN THIS BABY'S GOING TO NEED AS A FATHER, I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WITH MY LIFE. I'M MESSING EVERYTHING UP AND (YN) DOESN'T DESERVE ANY OF THE HELL I'M PUTTING HER THROUGH. SHE'S SO EXCITED FOR THIS BABY, HE'S GONNA BE A BOY, SHE WANTS TO NAME HIM AFTER ME AND ONE OF YOU OR TWO OF YOU AND JUST HAVE MY LAST NAME I CAN'T REMEMBER RIGHT NOW."
MICHAEL AND CALUM WALKED INTO THE ROOM THEN, LEANING ON OPPOSITE SIDES OF THE DOORWAY. "YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT THE BABY?"
ASHTON STOOD FROM HIS BEAN BAG CHAIR ON THE FLOOR. "YEAH, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO GUYS?"
CALUM THROUGH ASHTON'S PHONE TO HIM. "ANSWERING THAT PHONE CALL MIGHT JUST ANSWER ALL OF YOUR QUESTIONS."
ASHTON WAS BEYOND CONFUSED BUT DECIDED NOT TO STALL ANY LONGER AND PUT THE PHONE TO HIS EAR, ALL HE HEARD WAS PANTING AND IT WAS VERY STRANGE. "HELLO?"
"ASHTON!" YOU SCREAMED OUT AND INSTANTLY ASHTON WENT FROM BEING A SCARED LITTLE BOY WHO DIDN'T WANT TO BE A DAD TO THE MAN HE NEEDED TO BE, THE CHANGE HAPPENED IN SECONDS AND HIS FRIENDS AROUND HIM SAW THE TRANSFORMATION HAPPEN WITH HUGE GRINS ON THEIR FACES. "(YN), WE'RE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW, DO WE NEED TO PICK YOU UP OR ARE YOU ALREADY THERE?"
"ALREADY THERE, JUST HURRY PLEASE!"
"ON MY WAY, JUST RELAX AND I'LL BE THERE SOON."
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"WOW BUDDY, YOU'RE A CHUNK!" ASHTON EXCLAIMED AS HE LOOKED DOWN AT HIS SON. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA BE TINY, WELL YOU STILL ARE BUT YOU'RE A CHUNK."
"WHAT'S HIS NAME GOING TO BE?" ONE OF THE OTHER THREE BOYS ASKED AS THEY WALTZED INTO THE ROOM SEEING YOU AND ASHTON ON THE HOSPITAL BED, YOU HAVING AN ARM AROUND ASHTON'S WAIST AS HE HELD THE NEW ADDITION IN HIS ARMS VERY CAREFULLY.
"(YN) HERE WANTS TO NAME HIM AFTER A BOOK CHARACTER AND USE ONE OF YOUR MIDDLE NAMES TO GO WITH IT."
CALUM NODDED HIS HEAD AS HE BOUNCED IT FROM SIDE TO SIDE. "AND WHAT'S THE NAME SHE CAME UP WITH?"
ASHTON CHUCKLED. "OUR SON'S NAME IS GOING TO BE LUCAS ADRIAN."

(THE ADRIAN IS FROM THE VAMPIRE ACADEMY/BLOODLINES SERIES :) )