5SOS Preferences and Imagines

Calum's Going To Be a Daddy

Seeing the positive sign on the test had you dropping it into the sink before clasping a hand over your mouth, tears flowing freely from your eyes. How was this happening? You and Calum had been careful, you knew he was already going through enough with the new album, new tour, there was going to be no time for a baby in this mix. You guys had talked about having a baby, but that was years down the road still, not weeks.

Unclasping your hands from your mouth, you crouched over the sink again, letting out deep, heavy breaths. Whether you were ready for this or not, it was happening. The little positive sign stared back at you, with each second that passed, you still felt scared but a little tingle of excitement trailed up your spine as well.

"I'm having a baby." You breathed, placing a hand on your tummy. "There's a baby in there." Your mind began to think of what the baby was going to look like. Were they going to look mostly like you or Calum? Would they have his eyes, your nose? A smile crept onto your face at the thought. You were having a baby with your fiancé, now you just had to tell him and hoped he wouldn't freak out.

Shit! You had to tell him. The fear you'd felt earlier came back full force. Calum was going to freak out about this, just the other day when you guys decided on waiting a couple years for a baby, Calum had made it clear he wasn't ready for a baby.

"Tour and interviews everyday, traveling to a new place every day. Barely have time for us, but I do try, (YN). I do love you and want a family with you someday, just not yet."

You'd smiled at him and kissed his cheek. "I agree. When things calm down, we'll revisit the topic. It is a nice thought though."

"What is?"

You blushed. "Little you's and me's running around. When the time comes, you're going to be a great daddy, Calum, I know you will be."

He leaned over and kissed your forehead before pulling you in for a full on bear hug. "I hope so."

It was now or never, you had to tell him, you couldn't keep this building up inside of you. You wanted to tell him before other people found out and told him first. Grabbing your keys and purse, you left the hotel and ran for the venue for that night's concert. The guys had gone early to get in some extra practice for a couple songs they were gonna perform for the first time.

The entire drive, you grasped the steering wheel tight, with each minute that you got closer to the venue, you grew more and more scared at the thought of telling Calum. All you could picture was him being angry at the thought, yelling at you, telling you he couldn't do this and you were going to raise the baby alone, him leaving you. You didn't want him to leave you, you couldn't bare the thought of not having Calum in your life anymore, he'd been your dream since you'd met him. You couldn't do this without him.

When you reached the venue, got past security, you ran for the boys' dressing room. Inside, you saw all four boys laughing about a joke that Michael was telling. When your eyes fell on Calum, you walked over to him.

"(YN)?" he'd asked, his eyes crinkled at seeing you. You'd told him you weren't feeling good and couldn't make it to the show, so he was more than surprised to see you, a happy surprise though. "(YN)?" He asked again as you grabbed his arm and began to pull him out of the room and away from the confused looks of his bandmates. "What's going on? You alright?" He trailed behind you as you found a private enough hallway to talk to him. When you finally stopped walking, you turned and pressed him against the wall, your head fell onto his chest, your earlier tears escaping again. Calum picked up on it, his arms wrapping around you. "What's going on?" His voice was soft and calming, relaxing you instantly.

"I love you so much, Calum. You know I'd never hurt you or..." you trailed off, a sob catching your words.

"(YN), what's going on? Are we alright?"