5SOS Preferences and Imagines

Pregnant Again - Ashton Irwin

You'd only welcomed your little girl seven months before and you were experiencing the same things that you did at the beginning of that pregnancy. Ashton was busy promoting Youngblood and the upcoming Meet You There tour, things were going great for him. He was having fun balancing the tour and being a first time father to your little girl. But now, things were going to get interesting as you glanced at the little stick in your hands.

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The little plus sign had you taking the smallest steps back to the bedroom. You glanced up at the cries of your baby. Walking over to pick her up and feed her, you shook your head. "How am I going to tell your daddy, Macey, how am I going to tell him. We just had you, and now, well it looks like you're going to be a big sister already."

It was Ashton's idea to have you and Macey go on tour with him, so you sat and waited in the hotel room for him to get back from that day's interview. You didn't know how you were going to tell him that you were pregnant with your second baby already, it was going to be interesting to say the least.

You didn't have much time to think of how you were going to tell him when he walked in the room, placing his backpack down and smiling at you as you held your baby girl in your lap. "How are my favorite girls doing today?" He asked, coming over to place a kiss to your forehead and grabbing his little girl, holding her against his chest, smothering her tiny head with kisses.

"Tired." You respond. "And scared."

Ashton stopped mid kiss and glanced at you. "Scared? About what? Did something happen with the fans today? Your family? My family?"

You shook your head. "Not really. I found something out today though and it scared the hell out of me."

"What is it?" He placed your daughter in her crib and grabbed both of your hands in his, his eyes searching yours, trying to get to the source of what was freaking you out. "Are you alright?"

"I'm fine, but Ash, I'm pregnant again." You spoke the words and saw Ashton process them. His hands remained tangled with yours. "I know we said we were going to wait a couple years after Macey to think about having another baby, but somehow or another, I'm pregnant Ashton. I'm scared. This is happening a lot faster than I thought. Are we even ready for this? I'm not ready for this. Macey isn't even a year old and I'm pregnant again."

Ashton finally removed his hands from yours and placed them on either side of your head, pressing his forehead to yours. "Relax, (YN), relax baby! We're going to be okay. We'll be fine."

"But another baby, Ashton, we're still figuring out how to raise one, how are we going to raise two?"

He reached out and pulled your head against his chest, his other hand going to run small circles along your back. "We're going to figure it out, (YN). I promise you, someway, somehow we're going to figure this out. Macey's going to be an awesome big sister and we're going to have two amazing babies. We're going to be alright, I promise you."