Sapphire High

Chapter 23: Icy Lake

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Cassiopeia

I was on my room but my mind was nowhere. It flew out of the window. I was just staring outside. It's getting cold because of the august breeze. Nagiging madalas na din ang pag ulan, na kinakatuwa ko. I love it when the skies are gloomy, like a storm coming. I like night time more than day light.

Am i a fan of darkness?

But i like the rain because it consoles me, it comforts me. I like the night because of the beautiful bright moon and the sparkling stars.

It's a positive thing for me. It's not about the storms and the darkness. Its how about i feel. How it amuses me so much.

Dalawang araw na ang nakalipas mula nang ranking. Hindi ako lumalabas ng kwarto, nagoorder lang ako ng pagkain at hinahayaang dalhin iyon ni seraphina sakin. I appreciate her presence though. Her concern and her cute and tiny face makes me want to squish and crush her.

Dionne and zel always come here just to knock. Hindi naman sila pumapasok dahil gusto ko ang mapag isa. Nang makarating ako dito ay agad kong inilabas ang mga gamit nila sa harap ng pintuan ko. Am i too much?

Simula nang araw na iyon ay hindi na kami nagkitang lahat. Kaya ang nakakatatak lang sa isip ko ay mga tingin nila sakin. Lalong lalo na ang tingin ng nag iisang tao.

I didn't attend my classes too. I don't care. It's not graded. My parents are gone to check my grades and be proud of me. Katulad ng ginagawa nila sakin tuwing mataas ang nakukuha kong grado. I have no motivation.

Wala na rin akong pakielam sa rank na nakuha ko. I suddenly lose interest on the ranking. Nawala na ang interest ko sa lahat.

Nagawa ko ba talaga 'yon? Napagsabay ko ba ang cryostasis at transmutation? Naalala ko ulit ang usapan namin ni rhianna.

"Alex, cryostasis is dangerous." She warned me. " It can freeze cells, whole tissues, or any other substances susceptible to damage caused by chemical reactivity or time by cooling to sub-zero temperatures to preserve them. This is because at low enough temperatures, any enzymatic or chemical activity which might cause damage to the material in question is effectively stopped." Rhianna explained.

"Cryostasis is used for animals to preserve them. But if used together with transmutation... it can kill a person."

I was being reckless. Mariin kong pinikit ang mga mata ko at napakagat labi, sinuklay ko ang mahaba kong buhok gamit ang daliri ko. A mannerism i do when I'm angry or frustrated.

How stupid of me! I can't be a murderer!

Our emotions can really make us a monster if it gets the best of us.

Should i apologize? Should i say sorry? What should i do? 'Hi edessa, sorry for my frustrated murder case with you.'

Is that it? How?

Naiinis na napasabunot ako sa buhok ko. No! I won't say sorry. She tried to kill me first. Unahan lang 'yon. She should grab the chance of killing me but she didn't.

I decided to take a bath and go out. Pinaparusahan ko lang ang sarili ko kung ipagpapatuloy ko ito. I didn't kill her anyway. It's just an almost.