Fire and Passion( Sequel to Potter and Farron)(Completed)

50. Finally Over

(We know it's long sorry.)

Jay's POV:

We slip into the portrait. It's been two weeks since I've seen my daughter. Ced and I decided it best she stay with Bill and Fleur. We come into the room of requirement. While the others are talking I slip off. I find Ced's classroom and discreetly go in. Ced was hunched over paperwork. He looked stressed. I sneak around the side of the room careful so he doesn't see me. I make it behind him. I wrap my arms around him from behind. He jumps. I giggle. He looks back at me and relaxes but then his eyes widen. “You can get caught.” He says. “ I'm fine. It's raid night. I'm not the one who would get caught.” I say. “Who would?” He asks. “ How about the entire of Dumbledore's army. Including the trio and Nik are plotting in the room of requirement.” I say. “So they could get caught and possibly killed and you aren't freaking out?” He asks. “ Ced we're fighting tonight. It's gonna be over.” I say. He looks down. I kiss his head. “I snuck away so we could have some alone time before the fighting started.” I say. He stands up. I slide my hand down his front as I kiss his back softly. He sighs softly. My hand reaches the waist of his pants. I slide it in. He bites his lip. I grip his growing erection. He moans softly. I turn him around and pull his pants and boxers down. He looks at me. I cup his cheek. “ Fuck me.” I whisper. He pull my pants and my panties down. I giggle. He sets me on his desk. I open my legs and pull him in between, my nails lightly raking across his ass. He moans lightly as a grip my thighs. “ I want you inside me.” I whisper in his ear. I don't know if I'll ever have this again. He lines up with my entrance. I claw into his ass. He pushes into me groaning. I moan out loudly throwing my head back. He starts to move in and out of me. “Oh…” I moan out. He presses his lips to my neck as he thrusts faster. “ Oh Ced…” I moan out. “Jay…” He moans as he thrusts harder. I moan loudly and claw into his ass more. He moans as he grips my thighs tighter and pushing deeper. I scream in pleasure. He moans as he goes faster. He throws his head back. I grind my hips against his each time they collide as he thrusts forward. He moans loudly as he lifts his hand and slaps my thigh. I scream in pleasure. He thrusts harder as he lifts it again just to connect it back with my thigh again. “ Fuck yes!” I scream. “Oh God Jay!” He moans loudly. I lift my legs onto his shoulders. He grips my thighs tighter and takes this advantage to thrust deeper. I scream loudly in pleasure and close my eyes in pure bliss. “Oh yes!” Ced moans loudly. “Oh fuck!” I scream. He thrusts even harder. “Oh fuck yes baby!” I scream. This is probably our best so far. He moans louder as he thrusts faster. I start to feel the heat rising in my core. “Oh fuck! I'm close!” I scream. “Me too baby girl!” He moans loudly as his thrusts are sloppier. He thrusts deeply once more and releases deeply into me. “ Ced!” I scream as I squirt my hot juices. What? Ced pulls out and looks at me confused. “Did I hurt you or something?” He asks. I bite my lip. “ No. That felt really good.” I breathe out. “Then what was that?” He asks. “ I believe it was squirting.” I breathe out. He looks super confused. “ Squirting is when a girl is so pleasured and satisfied that instead of the cum just releasing it squirts from the vagina.” I explain. “That's so weird.” He says. I giggle. “It shows you how much I enjoyed it.” I say. He laughs. “I probably need to get used to it.” He says. “ As long as you keep doing what you're doing with that fine dick of yours.” I say giggling. He laughs. I giggle and kiss his cheek. If I die it's going to destroy him. I can't do that to him. I know I don't have much control but he needs me as much as I need him. I bury my face in my neck. He holds me close. I snuggle closer afraid of letting go. He sighs. I grip him tightly like Nicole would grip me. He rocks me. I was stroking right above his ass. I feel blood. My eyes widen. “What?” Ced asks. I pull my hands from where they were. Blood was all over my fingers. “What's that from?” He asks. I get up and pull his shirt off. The old scars looker hot and inflamed while his new ones, maybe a day old, were seeping blood down his back. I gasp. “What is it?” He asks. “What are they doing to you?” I whisper my voice cracking. He looks down. “Goddammit!” I exclaim. I can't keep anyone I care about safe. He sighs. “ This is why I left you. I was so stupid.” I say. “No. You aren't. I hated when you left me.” He says. “I did it so this wouldn't happen. Do you know why they're doing this now? Because when I got captured Nicolas read my mind. They know about us.” I say. “I'm fine. Please. We only have a little bit.” He says his voice wavering. “Ced I'm scared. They could kill you. What would that leave Nicole?” I ask. “If it really comes down to that I trust Nik and Fred and you should too.” He says. “I do trust them but I'm not leaving her an orphan. If I can help it you at least need to live.” I say. “Jay you are about to go and die on me! I just want to spend the time that I have with you!” He yells. “ And if I survive what good is that when your dead!?” I shout back. “I'm not! But what are the chances of you really surviving? I want you to come back but we have to face reality! This may be the last time I get to be alone with you!” He yells. “ I believe I'm going to survive! Hell Harry had a nightmare about it! But I also saw you dying! I'm not strong like you! If it did happen the second you stopped breathing I'd surrender to Voldemort begging for death!” I shout. “So if you die I have to stay for Nicole but if I die you are going to let him kill you!?” He yells angrily. “ Either that or I'd end up killing myself in the end!” I shout. “So you don't have to live but I do?!” He yells angrily. “I don't see that as fair!” He yells. “I'll be just as miserable as you if you were to die!” He yells. “ I can't live without you! The thought of it makes me want to commit suicide that's how much it hurts!” I shout. “You don't think I feel the same way! Yet you expect me to stay alive!” He yells. “ That's because your stronger than me! If I died Nicole would have a good dad who would take care of her! If you died Nicole would get a suicidal maniac!” I shout. “Jay you obviously don't understand you are my world. If you die I won't be able to live my life any longer. I wouldn't even be able to help her. She would be helpless because I couldn't do anything. You obviously don't realize how much you actually are to my life.” He says. “ If I was the one left Nicole would be dead in a week. I wouldn't care because I'd be too far gone to.” I say. “How many times do I have to say it. I'll be just as bad. I wouldn't be able to live without you. Just get that in your head.” He says. “ I get it. But you'd pull through it.” I say. “No Jay. I won't. You don't understand that.” He says. I cup his cheek. “I know baby.” I whisper. “No. You don't because you keep saying that I'll pull through and make it but I won't because I can't.” He says. I glance at the clock. Dammit. “ I love you.” I say. “I love you too.” He says looking down. I press my lips to his for a few seconds. “Stay alive.” I whisper. “If you don't I don't know if I can.” He says. I pull up my pants. “Try.” I say as I walk towards the door. “I can't if you don't.” I hear him whisper to himself as he pulls his pants up. “ Wish me luck.” I say kinda mostly to myself as I open the door. I was just walking into to the arms of death. “Good luck.” He sighs. I run out. Harry meets me. We walk through the woods. I take his hand in mine.