Fire and Passion( Sequel to Potter and Farron)(Completed)

23. Hogwarts Final Days

Juliet's POV:

    I was sitting in the dorm by the window. I haven't moved in a week. I haven't eaten. I haven't slept. I just have stared out the window. "Juliet your scaring me. You scaring Ced. Please do something anything. It's killing us to see you like this. I get it it's rough. There is always going to bumps in the road but you can't stop driving just because you hit a big bump. You have to keep on driving." Nikki says sitting next to me. I don't say anything. "Juliet please." She says her voice cracking. I look at her but still don't say anything. She has tears welling in her eyes. "Don't do this. I know it's been hard this year but it can't get any worse. Your scaring me and Ced. When I look at you I don't see Juliet Potter. I see someone who got stuck in her body and won't leave. I just want my best friend back." She says a tear slipping from her eyes. " There's no part of me left..." I say speaking for the first time in a week. "There is though. Your just scared to let it show." She says. Her voice wavers as she talks. I just look down. I had lost everyone. I had to try. " I'm so sorry..." I say my voice cracking. "I miss my best friend." She says as more tears slide down her cheeks. " I miss you too..." I say looking up at her. She holds out her arms hoping for a hug. I comply and move into her arms. I haven't felt someones touch in so long. The one I craved though was Ced's. I wrap my arms around her. She wraps her arms around me. "We'll all get through all of it. Just remember to breathe and if you ever need to talk please come to me because I'm always here to listen." She says. " Ok..." I say softly. "You want me to go get Ced?" She asks. I nod. I needed him. I needed his touch. "Okay." She says. She gets up and walks downstairs. 

    Soon Cedric comes up here. He shuts the door and stands by it looking at me. I get up and rush into his arms. He seems shocked as he slowly wraps his arms around me protectively. " I'm so sorry..." I say speaking to him for the first time in a week. Anyone really. "It's okay. You needed space." He says rubbing my back. " I need you... I need you too touch me... It's the thing I missed most..." I say softly. I craved his every touch. "What?" He asks confused. I take his hand and put it on my breast. " Touch me..." I beg. He slowly walks me over to the bed as he presses his lips to mine. I wrap my arms around his waist pulling him closer to me. I grind against him. He moans and we fall back onto the bed. "Hey guys can I..." Nikki opens the door and trails off. "Nope I'm done." She says and shuts the door. I sigh. Of course she had to walk in. Now I felt guilty. "Are you okay?" Ced asks. " Yeah I just feel bad..." I say. I keep my arms around his waist so he doesn't get off the bed. "Why?" He asks. " With Fred being gone and stuff..." I say. "Don't worry. She'll see him tomorrow and she'll be all unicorns and rainbows again." He says. I giggle. " Now where were we?" I ask seductively. He smirks and presses a kiss to my lips then moves to my jawline down to my neck. I moan out and grip the sheets. He lifts up my shirt over my head. " Ced I don't want you to go gentle on me... I want you to fuck me... Hard..." I beg. "But that's Fred and Nikki's thing." He says chuckling. " I don't care... we can try something new can't we?" I say stroking him. I feel his erection grow as he moans. " Oh you like that don't you?" I ask smirking. "Hell yes." He moans. I pull off his shirt and throw it in a corner. I kiss down his chest and stomach. I stop right above the waist of his pants. I unbuckle his belt and unbutton his pants. I pull them down along with his pants. I continue to kiss down then I lick up his erection. "Oh Jay." He moans out. " You like that?" I ask. "Fuck yes." He groans. I pull down my own pants and panties and throw them. I unhook my bra and throw it. " Why don't you show me how much you want me..." I say seductively. I bite my lip. He slowly slides into me groaning. I moan out and arch my back. " Ced..." I moan out. "Jay..." He moans as he starts to pick up his pace. I buck my hips telling him I want it. Bad. He quickly starts to pound into me hard. I throw my head back and scream out in pleasure. A whole damn month I've waited for this. "Fuck Jay!" He moans loudly as he continues to pick up his pace. " Fuck!" I moan loudly. I missed this. His every touch almost made me forget my worries. Made me forget my pain. I feel Ced slap my thigh while still thrusting. I moan loudly and claw into his back. He knew how to go hard. I like this side of him. " Fuck!" I moan out. He slaps my thigh again harder this time. " Fuck yes!" I moan loudly. Damn this man knew how to work. He tightly grips my thighs as he thrusts deeply into me, groaning and moaning with every thrust. I'm a moaning mess. " Fuck baby..." I moan out. His thrusts slowly get sloppier. "Oh fuck Jay! I'm so close!" He moans loudly. " Me too Ced! Fuck!" I moan loudly. "Fuck Jay!" He screams out as he releases into me. This pushes me over the edge. " Fuck Ced!" I scream out and claw deeply into his back. He moans as we ride out our orgasms together. My grip loosens on his back as I lower from my high. Ced slowly pulls out of me and falls to my side. I try to catch my breath as I look at the ceiling. "I've missed that..." Ced breaths out. " Me too..." I breath out. I feel Ced take my hand in his and kiss the back of my hand. I laugh breathlessly. "I love you." He says looking over at me. " I love you too..." I say looking over at him. He leans over and kisses my lips for a few seconds. I smile at him. " I'm sorry for blocking you out..." I say. "It's okay. You've been through so much this year." He says stroking my hair. " You have too... First we lost the baby... Then I was scared... Then Fred left so we didn't want to make Nikki upset... Then I pushed you away when Sirius died..." I say. "It may have been rough but it only can get better right?" He asks smiling slightly. " Yeah... It's going to be so hard without you next year..." I say. "Yeah. But you'll make it through. Plus I heard there's going to be some awesome new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher next year. I don't know who though." Ced says probably trying to make me feel better. " They better be awesome... I can't deal with another Umbridge..." I say giggling. "Of what I've heard they are nothing like Umbridge." He says. " Do you know if it's a guy or a girl?" I ask. I was curious. "I think it was a guy." He says. " You better hope he's not cute... You may have to run for your money..." I say jokingly. "I'm praying." He says chuckling. I giggle. " You better... Or you might have to come sit in class with me..." I say giggling. He chuckles and kisses my lips. I kiss him back. I roll over so I'm on top. This was going to be a fun night.