Fire and Passion( Sequel to Potter and Farron)(Completed)

47. Christmas

Juliet's POV:
I was sitting in the tent alone. Harry and Hermione went searching for answers. Nikki went home to Fred. I walk to the mirror. I pull out the scissors and cut my hair. I missed my short hair. It would be easier to run with.

I sigh lightly. I wanted to go home. I missed Ced so much. I needed him. I apparate home. I was standing outside grimwald place. There was a faint light on within telling me he was home. I open the front door and shut it behind me quietly. I walk slowly towards the living room. He was sitting in a chair his back to me. I walk up behind him slowly. I peer over his shoulder and see him looking at the ultra sound picture. "My baby girl..." He whispers still oblivious to my presence. " Our baby girl..." I say softly making my presence known. He looks back at me his face written with confusion. I smile lightly at him. I bite my lip. "Jay?" He asks. " Hey Ced..." I say softly. He stands up and pulls me into him. I can hear him crying slightly. " I'm so sorry..." I say as tears stream down my face. It's been a whole month. My bump was bigger now so I looked even more pregnant. I was a mess without him. "Don't be sorry... I should be sorry... I should have listened when you told me you were doing this for my safety. I just didn't want to lose you." He says. I pull from the hug. " You haven't lost me..." I say cupping his cheek. "So what does that mean? Are we together again or what?" He asks as his voice cracks. " Where's my ring?" I ask stroking his cheek softly. I can't stay away any longer. He smiles. I takes the ring from his pocket and gets on one knee. "I am going to ask you again because I can. Will you make me the happiest man and marry me Juliet?" He asks smiling slightly. " Yes!" I say smiling at him. I put my hand out. He laughs and slides the ring on my finger. He stands up and pulls me into a kiss. I kiss him back passionately and wrap my arms around his neck. He cups my cheek and smiles in the kiss. I pull him as close as I can. I needed him. I love him too much. He slides his tongue into my mouth. I moan lightly. We pull away when we need air. I smile at him. " I love you..." I say softly. "I love you too..." He says smiling brightly. I take his hand in mine and walk over to the couch. We both sit. " I can't stay long... I had to see you..." I say softly. "I don't want you to stay too long and get caught. I understand." He says rubbing the back of my hand with his thumb. " I can probably stay the night but I will have to leave in the morning..." I say. That's when I feel a kick. The baby doesn't kick as much ever since we left. I gasp in surprise. He looks at me worried. "Are you okay?" He asks confused. " Yeah it's just the baby just kicked for the first time in a month..." I say smiling. He smiles and places a hand on my stomach. There's another kick. I giggle lightly. He laughs and leans down kissing my stomach. I was due in four months. I hope this war ends soon. There's another kick. I laugh. "Our baby girl..." He says softly. " Our baby girl..." I repeat softly. Tears of joy fill my eyes. I laugh when I feel another kick. He chuckles and massages my stomach lightly. God I missed him. " I hope this war ends soon... I'm having this baby in four months whether the war is over or not..." I say softly. "Yeah... Well I'm sure it will end soon." He says trying to stay positive. I nod. I put my hand on his. " I hope so... I'm huge..." I say laughing lightly. He smiles. "Your beautiful." He whispers. " And pregnant... So I'm bursting at the seems..." I say laughing. "You have a human growing inside of you. It's normal to look like this." He says. I laugh lightly. " Yeah I do... Our little girl... She's getting big..." I say softly. "Next thing we know she'll be in our arms." He says kissing my cheek. " I'm scared and excited at the same time... I've gotten so used to her being inside me..." I say. "Trust me once she's in your arms you'll be happier than ever before." He says smiling. I smile at him. " She's your little girl though... I can already see it... She only kicks when you're around..." I say giggling. "She's our little girl... Maybe she kicks because we are together." He says. " Well she has no choice in that matter... She is kinda stuck in me for another four months..." I say laughing. He chuckles and kisses my lips for a second. I smile at him. " I've missed you so much..." I say cupping his cheek. "I've missed you too... I'm glad your back." He says looking into my eyes. " I'm glad to be back... It tore me up to leave... I was trying to protect you..." I say stroking his cheek lightly. " How's Hogwarts?" I ask. "It's been hard. But I'm fine." He says leaning into my touch. Why do I feel like he's lying? " Ced what happened?" I ask concern in my voice. "Nothing I'm fine." He says. " Ced you're lying to me..." I say looking at him concern in my eyes. "I'm fine really..." He lies again. " Ced would you just stopping lying and tell me the truth!" I exclaim. "Okay!" He exclaims. He stands up and pulls off his shirt. He turns around showing me his back. I gasp when I see it. Long slash marks ran down his back. He had been whipped. " Ced..." I breath out as tears stream down my face. He turns around and lifts my chin up. "Don't cry. I'm fine." He says softly. I shake my head. " You're not fine... They did this to you because of me..." I say and the then cover my mouth as I began to shake. It's all my fault. "No... Look at me... This is not your fault... Don't ever think that. I am fine. It's just scars now. I'm okay." He says cupping my cheek. " Who did this to you?" I ask looking into his eyes. "It was Snape but I'm fine honestly." He says. " Did he want anything?" I ask. I needed to know not just because of my feelings for him but what Snape is looking for. "He just wanted to know where you and Harry were." He says. I cup his face in my hands. I put my forehead to his. " I'm so sorry..." I whisper. God if Snape had killed him. I wouldn't of been able to forgive myself. "I'm okay. I'm still here." He says softly. I pull him into me burying my face in his shoulder. I start to kiss his shoulder softly. The scars reached around the top of his shoulders so I kissed those gently. I wish I could make all of the pain go away. I kiss softly down his shoulder and walk around to his backside. I start to kiss his shoulder blade and then down his back following the curves of the lash marks. He moans quietly and closes his eyes. I move to the other side of his back and kiss my way up. I make it to his other shoulder and kiss it gentlty. I make it to his neck and kiss up it. " I want to make the pain go away... I want you to make me scream out your name... I want you to cum inside me..." I whisper in his ear. It was probably the hormones but I was feeling horny. He bites his lip to muffle his moan. " Don't hold it in... I need to hear it... I need you..." I whisper then start to kiss his neck again. He moans out again but doesn't hold it in. I smirk against is skin. " I want you to fuck me so hard..." I whisper in his ear. He moans louder. He grabs my thighs and picks me up. I wrap legs around his waist from behind. I felt like he was giving me a piggy back ride. I kiss his neck again and leave love bites as well. He moans again. "Why don't we take this upstairs?" He asks smirking. " Fuck yes..." I whisper in his ear. He chuckles and carries me upstairs.