Struggles

I know you are far far gone!

She started to sing;

' You were for me that night
Everything I always dreamt of in life
But now you're gone
You are far gone
All the way to your island of rain '

' I don't care what they say
I know what you meant for me that day
I just wanted another try
I just wanted another night
Even if it doesn't seem quite right
You meant for me much more
Than anyone I've met before '

And it was everything I felt that night.

Dear darling,

I know you are far -not so far- gone, I can't call you mine anymore. I still consider you as pure as you are, to me you are everything crystal clear in life.

I know the circumstances are against us, being different people with different paths, but I know we can unite one day.

Maybe you are reading this, and maybe you know who am I, oh rose, I miss you bad that I hope you know it.

And I know it is out of your hands.

I know you would have never done the same in another life, I know how clean you are.

But I miss you, and it is sad.

I just wanted you to know that I remember you every time I hear this song and every time I write.

Every time I see roses and every time I say good morning.

You know, I can see you from behind and I wish you could. Maybe you do, maybe you know.

What happened to us and everything we dreamed of? I don't know and neither do you, all we know is that we can't be with each other right now.

Maybe it is just not the right time. Maybe everything will be fine eventually, when we choose the same path.

Or maybe we won't. I don't know, God only knows.

I just.. want to feel you here again I.. I miss you, but I can't. Things are too complicated.

I miss your eyes and your voice. I miss your pureness and everything we had. But I have nothing in my hands.

There you are. Your eyes shining like diamonds, your hair flowing like the river. I can't have you, but I can only see you.

I can only tell your picture good morning darling every day.

I miss you.