EDIT: Since completing this book, I've changed my name to Evan
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This book will be filled with my experiences in coming out, transitioning, random stories, and rants. I hope you enjoy!
I have a few Pinterest boards of a bunch of clothes and things that I wish I had and what I wish I looked like and stuff. It may seem kinda weird but I like looking through them and adding stuff and like imagining that I look like that and am able to wear what I want and stuff. It's kind of reassuring some how. I guess it's a way to stop thinking about things and kind of escaping to a world where I can be myself.
I guess it's like this post:
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In a way, I'm kinda doing that, but since I still cant even afford these little modifications, I guess I like to have it planned out ahead of time. That way i can look at it and think "I will look like this one day. I will wear these clothes, I'll have those piercings, those tattoos" and it kind of makes me get my mind off things.
