Shit rant poems

Fucked

Do you ever feel like you can't fucking think

And you feel worse knowing you're  not doing what you're supposed to

And you spiral

Because your teachers are too shit to help you

And you're  too scared for your own good

To move schools or get a tutor

So you give up

And sit there

Writing a fucking poem

Knowing that you just failed science

And bombed that humanities test

You definitely won't pass music

Cause you can't play for shit

And now you can see your mum's face fall

Because even though

Reports and awards don't matter

And those are her words

She'll still look crestfallen

When I don't get the same swanky awards as everyone else

And I lose my place in the accelerated wanker program

And I don't know if she'll be disappointed in herself

Or me

For either being a fuck up

A completely useless failure

Or because I couldn't apply myself

Because I fucking spiralled

And let all my opportunities go to waste

And now even though I'm so done with feeling like this

Like a stack of shit

There's still so much work to do