Shit rant poems

Pity

Pity is why I do shit I dont want to

Pity is why I reach out to people I know for a fact I dont like

Or get along with
Or just straight up hate

Pity is why I go back to them

Pity is also my self hatred

Like my own personal sabotage

Pity gives me a small sense of superiority

I need to stop pity

Before it decides any more of my friends

Or

Makes me bomb an assignment

Or test

So that others can have more opportunities

Pity shouldn't make either parties suffer through conversations

Or deal with people I dont wanna be around

Real pity should have humanity

Real pity is humility

Not humiliation for the sake of others

Pity is alot of things

Pity is a blanket term
One that describes alot of my fucked up shit

Pity is why I have no loose change

Pity is forced smiles

Pity is chit chat and check ins with others

Pity is false agreement

Pity is too much

Pity

And its whole conept

Is so fucked

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Its truly too fucked for me to any longer handle

And I now ironically

Have pity for myself

How pitiful.