Shit rant poems

Making Home

I'm sorry for the space I'm making
I'm making home
Rifts I'm creating
It's taking a while
The awkward gap im leaving you in
I'm trying my hardest

To adjust

But

Right now

I'm trying to break free

Of that outsider feel

The imposter label I give myself based on how all of this

All of you

Make me feel

So very inadvertently so

If we could trace infinity and make it ours

Not even that could really fix this

Not without some change

So I'm sorry

For the difference
I'm making home

I'm sorry you feel dejected
I'm making a home

I'm sorry you don't know me now
I'm making my home

I'm sorry for the missed connection
I'm making home without this

Sorry we aren't how we used to be
I'm making home anew

I'm sorry friends
I'm making home for me

And home doesn't always have you

Sometimes when

Especially now

In the creation of

There is only one

And then only one other

Who could never be a greater love

Right now

I just that and soon them to help

I'm making home

And I'm casting old life away

I'm making
I'm making home

I'm making

Home

Home finally
Home peacefully
Home infinitely and loving

A home of ours baby

And a home for us to stay