Beaten & Bruised

Your hurting me!

No longer than I stepped out of the bus, Kendall was coming around the corner from the hotel looking for me.

"Where the hell did you run off too?" Kendall yelled at me in the middle of the street where people were around to hear.

"I just went to go grab something from the bus?" I said innocently.

He let out an angry groan and yanked me by my arm really hard making it pop.
"Ouch! Stop Kendall your hurting me!!" I shouted only making him pull harder on my arm. "You tell me when your leaving dont make me come look for you!"

He said, his tone his demeanor it was frightening he was acting so wierd and I didn't like it. I jerked my arm away from him only making him even madder at me.

He was huffing so much and his eyes were so widened they looked like they were going to pop out of his head.

"I left you a note Kendall why are you so mad?" I said entering our hotel room. He twisted his lips and gave me a hard slap to the side of my face.

"Your doing it again your not thinking straight and I know one of them had to be talking about me. Stop making me look stupid in front of them!" He said pulling his hand back again like he was going to smack me a second time when someone knocked on the door.

It was almost immediately he stopped whatever episode he was having and turned into his normal self again.
I ran into the bathroom and locked the door behind me.

I couldn't stop the sobbing of my tears as I looked at the bright red mark that was across my cheek. It was still stinging and burning from how hard he had hit me. I held my cheek for a minute and cried even more. Not only did my face hurt but my arm was red from being jerked around so roughly in Kendalls grip.

I tried to calm myself down when I heard Logan on the other side of the door, trying to talk to Kendall.

"Hey man everything okay? You seem a little out of breath?" Logan asked i could still feel Kendalls frustration i just hoped he didn't take it out on anyone else. It wasn't there fault i had messed up again, why did i continuously let myself hurt his feelings by making him feel stupid.

"Ah no man we were just about to grab a shower" Kendall said leaned up against the door.

"Ahh" I heard Kendall chime, "did you want something?" Kendall asked trying to get him out of here soon.

"Uh, I was just really gonna see if Trinity and you two were doing okay? I thought I heard yall fighting after she got off the bus, maybe I was mistaken for someone else" he said oh God, that is why Kendall didn't want me going there without him. He didn't want me to draw attention to us and just wanted us to be left alone.

Kendall laughed loud and hysterically, "no man everything is fine, thanks for checking though" he said gripping the door knob with his hand from the other side.

"Okay I guess I'll see you guys at dinner tonight ?" He said as he headed towards the door.

"Oh didn't Trinity tell you? We decided to go to a movie instead. Maybe tomorrow after the show?" Kendall said, going to a movie was a fun idea since we hadn't had a good date since the night at the beach, but I still wanted to go and eat with everyone. Especially James I felt really bad about everything and felt I should apologize to him... but I didn't want him to blame Kendall for my own wrong doings.
Plus with only a couple of days left of tour I wanted to spend time with the guys....

I heard the door close and Kendall knock on the outside of the bathroom door.

"Trinity?... can I come in please. I'm so sorry babe. I don't know what happened. Sometimes you just get me so upset I don't know how to react."

He said only making me feel worse for making him feel that way. I knew I probably should have been more angry at him but the fact of the matter was I was in love and if this relationship was going to work out I needed to work on myself, instead of bringing Kendall down and making him feel stupid I should be treating him like he deserved.

I slowly opened the door and peeked my head in between the crack. "No I'm sorry." I said making Kendall turn his head to the side a little while I opened the door.

My cheek still felt hot from the intensity of his hand but I tried to ignore that seeing Kendall look so sympathetic towards me.

"I really need to work on somethings I don't blame you for getting so upset with me" I said hanging my head low, I could feel Kendall looking me over and glaring at my face. When he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on top of the head.

"It's okay, we all have our flaws" he said pulling away to look me in the face, and gave me a really sweet kiss. "I love you..." he said as he rubbed his hand up and down my back while holding me in his embrace.