Beaten & Bruised

No idea

When the show started it was like the four of them had never even be angry at one another, the way they carried themselves on stage.

Kendall still didn't notice I was near but he took the stage like he belonged there. I loved seeing him and the others perform, they had such magic when they were together. I just hoped they could still feel the same magic because I didn't want the band to break up.

James saw me close to the back, and gave me a wave. He was happy to see me, and to see me having fun. I wish Kendall would just look at me.

After the first three songs played the guys went into the back to change so I thought I would surprise Kendall and sneak up on him.

I came up behind him and I know he was in a hurry but he could of at least been just a little bit excited to see me and that I was being here for him.

"Hey there handsome!" I said when he whipped around and grabbed my arm.
"Kendall" I said insisting he let go of me.

"I thought I told you to stay on the bus?!" He said looking at me with his devilish eyes gleaming back at me.

"Kendall, I just wanted to watch you.... and everyone. I love you why won't you just let me support you by being here?" I said pleading with him to let me stay, I had tears in my eyes and he didn't have time to argue with me he had to go back on stage. "Fine..." he said rustling his self together to head to the front of the stage. Before he took off to go stand on his mark I yelled I love you but I guess he didn't hear me.

The show was nearly halfway over and I managed to sneak to the front close enough to be able to see them all in the face. They started playing "No Idea" and James would look down at me and wave and so did Carlos but Logan was being super distant and was focusing his attention to the crowd.

Kendall finally looked down at me and winked, when he would sing the chorus.
"She has no idea, no idea, that I'm even here, I'm even here, she has no idea, no idea that I'm standing here, I'm standing here!"

When I caught Logan staring at me while he sang that particular part of the song. I guess Kendall caught on and nudged him and gave him a dirty look when the song ended and they went to the back of the stage to do their last wardrobe change.

"Will you quit creeping on Trinity!" I heard Kendall shout as I walked towards the area they were at.

Logan scoffed and ignored him but Kendall was being persistent on trying to start something with him. It was almost like he got off on the anger.

When James stepped in, "dude we have literally two songs left and then were going home. Can you please just save it for the bus. There is a million people out there waiting on us dont ruin their night they paid money for over some stupid jealousy" he said making Kendall step off. He was right though.

Before they went on stage to finish up the show, Kendall walked towards me and handed me the ring back. He was silent but his eyes said it all. I wasn't going to lie and say that the way Kendall had been acting wasn't alarming but he was the only person I had ever wanted this badly.

"Thank you guys so much for coming out tonight from the bottom of our hearts we love you guys! This songs for you!" James said as the band got super energetic behind them and James started the song "Oh Yeah!" Out with his part.

When the show ended I waited back stage after the meet and greets were over with for the guys. Kendall eased his way up to me holding a Kendall BTR teddy bear in his hands. He pressed his lips together and had his head hanging low.

"I'm sorry.." he said holding it out for me to grab. It was undoubtedly cute especially since the bear had green eyes. But it didn't change the fact that he had treated me like a child.

"Kendall, I forgive you but just because I'm only seventeen doesn't make me a child so will you please not hold this ring over my head like I'm one, its suppose to mean something special, it really hurt my feelings when you just took it away from me like a piece of candy" I said hoping that being honest with him was going to be helpful in my favor.