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Helllllll yeah sad stuff.

Prompt: "nobody loves me anyway."

Fluff-angst

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(Yes that was necessary)

My mind raced, eyes watery as I stared at the phone in my hand, my breathing had grown shaky and uneven as my heart beat nearly stopped.

My boyfriend of 7 years, who I was planning to marry, had been found sleeping with none other than my bestest friend.

My other friend linnea had found out, sending a picture. I knew she was livid, and I decided to let her deal him justice however she see fit.

However, I couldn't barely think straight, s/c legs collapsing under the weight of my sadness.

I lay on the floor, tears building on my lashes as sobs crawled from my throat. My frame shook as I wailed my despair to the house I was alone in, nobody to hear.

My mind drowned in painfully sad thoughts, while my e/c eyes swan in the liquid sadness that fell like droplets of crystal from my cheeks.

Blood began to drip from my clenched hands, nails dug into the soft s/c palms and I couldn't bring myself to remove them.

Pitiful noises of sorrow itself erupted, my heart letting loose every emotion that it had so desperately tried to contain, but the efforts proved futile.

I could almost feel my world shatter, desperation setting in. He used to be my everything, yet I meant nothing to him and my friend did.

Realization tightened its sharp, unrelenting coils around my torn heart, he had gotten close to me to get closer to my friend.

"WHAT DID SHE HAVE THAT I DIDNT?!" I cried, nails digging furter into the skin of my hands.

"I TRUSTED YOU NOT TO HURT ME AND YOU TOOK YEARS FROM ME!" I continued in my lament of hopelessness.

"I don't need him." I pushed myself up, ruby red blood staining my f/c carpet.

With shaky movements, my legs carried my grief stricken form to where my phone lay.

Blood covered the casing as I picked it up, dialing a familiar contact. Her picture came up as her phone rang for one second, she picked up quickly.

"Hello? Y/n?" A slight Danish accent laced into her voice in a melody that was calming.

"Linnea, tell him hi for me." My voice was mixed with my sorrows, she noticed quickly.

"I'll tell him more than hi, I'm going to his place with a gun in hand." She hissed, and bid me farewell before I heard her kick a door openand a gun being cocked.

I placed my phone down, wiping my cheek only to smear the crimson liquid on my cheeks. It mixed with more tears as I kneeled.

The effects of slight blood loss began to grip me, I felt slightly dizzy and tired. Then, a familiar smoky feline rubbed it's face onto mine.

Edd's cat, ringo, had come to pay me a visit. A shaking smile crept on to my face at the cats tongue licking salty tears from my cheeks, at least I wasn't completely alone.

I rubbed her back with the other side of my hands, as to not bloody the cat who came to comfort me when it was needed.

Thinking of comfort, my eyes caught sight of a picture frame on the nightstand. I looked over at it, myself and my beloved roomates stared back at me smiling.

That picture had been taken when I moved in years ago, and had only gotten to know the guys I lived with.

Just at that thought, I heard the front door open downstairs and multiple pairs of footsteps walked in.

I thanked my past self for locking my bedroom door, because I was a complete emotional mess at the moment.

Edd called my name from downstairs, coming near my room to check up on me.

"Y/n are you in there?" His soft voice slipped under the door and soothed my aching heart. I attempted to steady my breathing before answering, trying to sound alright.

"Yeah, I'm on my phone." I said, and jumped slightly when the doorknob jiggled, but regretted it as my head spun.

"What's wrong? Your voice is shaking, are you alright?" He asked, concern melding with his usually cheery tone.

"N-nothing's wrong edd, I'm just tired." I said, moving to sit on the edge of my bed, head low.

I could hear the doorknob move more, but it sounded a bit distant as well as close.

As I began standing, planning on bandaging my hands in my bedroom, I heard edd calling for the others.

The door was soon picked open by one of tords pocket knives, and I heard multiple gasps as I stood like a fawn for the first time.

A sigh escaped my l/c lips, and I stared at them from the corner of my eyes and drowsily smiling.

"I'm fine, it's just... just..." I breathed, falling forwards. I could distantly hear their voices, almost as if underwater.

I kneeled, and tried to stand only to be grabbed by Matt and Tom, each holding one side up and nearly carrying me to my bathroom.

They sat me down, and I felt edds hand on my back while tord grabbed a first aid kit.

I hissed when he began to clean the crescent shaped incisions with hydrogen peroxide and a cotton ball, and edd continued to pat my back comfortingly.

After cleaned, tord carefully wrapped my hands and wrists, leaving my fingers visable.

Edd picked me up with an arm under my legs, the other my back, and carried me to my bed.

I was placed on the bed like a delicate porcelain doll about to shatter, and I could feel my roomates sitting around me.

Edd was behind me, tord to my left and Matt to my right as Tom sat in front of me, black voids locked on to my phone.

My vision was fuzzy but I saw him pass it around to the others, and I heard them talking.

"Don't. Linnea is dealing with him." I said, moving my bandaged hands to hold my head.

"Besides, nobody loves me anyway." I sighed, shoulders shaking. My eyes widened at a sudden embrace, and multiple people hugging me.

I moved my hands, leaning back a bit and smiling. After awhile of the hug, each person fell asleep.

•timeskip•

My eyes opened, and scanned my bed. The four males I called my best friends were in a different position around me.

A small and shaky laugh broke the silence comfortably, and for the first time in a few days,

A real smile crossed my lips and my head tilted.

"Somebody loves me." I whispered to nobody in particular, near euphoric.

"They love me."

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