You know my name not my story.
You heard what ive done not what ive been through.
You dont know the melt downs i have on my own.
You only know the smiles i show you.
We all wish we want someone to notice
but as they do we wish they never had.
My thoughts so loud i never know what comes
out my mouth.
Ive been there for you are you their for me?
I say its nothing but its really alot.
i say im fine but im going insane.
I say im ok but really im not.
I want to make the cloud disappear
i want the pain gone.
I want you to leave
I want so many things
I want to be alone but i hate being lonely
I just want to feel ok again.
Ever day hour week minute it goes on i want it to end.
