why?
Why do i live this pain?
Pain i put myself through
Why cant i stop myself?
Why do i think this?
Am i floating?
Am i drowning?
Why am i hiding behind a mask,
hoping no one will notice me?
My friends they dont understand my pain.
i talk to them and they dont care.
Why am i like this?
I call with my prayers.
I yell it out.
I hope god will send me a person
who cares and is patient
One who understands.
Do you care?
I hope you do.
I cant do this by myself
I hope someone understands.
I dont even love myself.
