see if i care
i do what i gotta do
i pretend things are ok
but i see it a different way
i hide my frown, with what?
a smile
yes its true
i guess i just wish i had better luck
i woke up and i just wish i stayed in bed
sometimes i try
but trying is not good enough
sometimes i pretend
but i am such a good actor
you cant see the swirl of pain
behind my eyes
i just.....
cant live like this
you think i can?!?
its hard being me
when i dont know who i am
its hard pretending, but i guess i earn
a badge.
i am a pretty fine pretender
i could be an actress
i just...
wish it wasnt this way
