It is happening again
I'm ready to explode
I feel my body breaking
as I eat another load
I just keep shoving
not caring anymore
and I cry when I realize
that soon I will blow
my stomach is stretching
I feel it in my bones
but I just keep on eating
cause I don't care anymore
I am tired of trying
yet I complain
I'm tired of eating
but I'm hungry all the same
i can't stop it
there is a war inside my brain
and soon i will be falling
into devastation
just to think
this is the way
all girls think
about their body?
I am driving
into a full depression
I m sinking
cuz we have self-hate
