They don't care about your feelings. They ask you to express your feelings, but do they care? They want you to express what they think you should feel. You should be this, you should be that, why should I care what you want me to say? You want me to say I'm happy, or bubbly? I'm screaming and nobody can hear. What's wrong with me? To much, I am the problem that is never solved. Life is pain. Waking up is pain. Going to school is pain, everything I do is pain! I'm not ungrateful, trust me I'm happy for all you do, the only person I have to blame is myself. I feel like I can't breathe. I just need the pain to be gone. I can't tell you why I'm not happy, I know I got everything, but I have no straight answer. I show you I'm strong, if I was inside out, I be dead. The world ain't no rainbow and cupcakes. It's harsh and cold. It's mean and evil, and it will bring you down. Once you come to reality, you notice that life is not all be happy.
