I feel like i'm dying
I am barely breathing
why do i live lies?
they say its the best time
when actually it is the worst
but everyone is to blind
to see that today and yesterday
and every other day inbetween
Don't mean anything
we are all happy to receive
but are we happy within?
do we care if our family are there?
or if the tree is lite?
do we care if we give?
i mean, not really.
we all care to recieve
they want, and want, and want
all this pain
all this sadness
all these tears
complaints about
what is not fair
all this mess!
and then its the beginning of
the year
all the toys are put away
all the kids are back to
being naughty
nobody really cares
its the most suckiest time of the year
